Thirty : Fire

Photos from George Lee.

Back from camp in Sungai Petani Swiss-Inn and it was awesome!!!
So now I'm going to write about it and praising my God. I'm not bashing other religions or whatever I just really wanna share to the world how awesome is my God and showing the world the miracles He had done in my life. :)

Pastor Kul Bal is so funny and cute! haha!

This camp really turned my 360 over. I think I've written in my previous post like I'm not so satisfied with my life. I've always felt this emptiness in me that I don't know where it came from. I thought I was bored, so I went and had fun with friends. I really enjoyed and was really happy, but still inside of me, there's this emptiness that can't be filled. I was really blessed with everything. So I didn't find the need to pray. Though sometimes I need help from God He does not fail me and answered my prayers. But I've never prayed about the messed up feelings I have or prayed for others often. Until I went to camp and every doubt was answered. God had filled me again. And I can see how God had changed me inside. I've always been in introvert. Don't even think I'll come up and talk to you. Don't even bother that I'll make up conversation and continue a conversation with you if I haven't spend much time knowing you yet. Because I am scared and shy. So normally when I go camps, I will be the one staying at a corner you wouldn't even notice me. Most of the campers wouldn't have know who am I. I wouldn't make friends. Because I was too terrified of I don't know what. But in this camp it was different. I believe God used pastor Kul Bal to speak to me about this issue I'm having. In Joshua 1:9,

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

So I prayed about it and I can really feel that God had taken away the fear and shyness in me. HALLELUJAH! My God really is an awesome God. Of course it was Him that done that to me. I've lived with this problem for 19 years and it can't just change like that right?

Now I'm all fired up for God. I just had to keep fanning the flame!

And I'm really happy to see my friends getting touched my God. WOOHOO! And it was nice being roomates and even more, FRIENDS and Sisters in Christ with Alicia Yeoh, Joo Huei and Yvonne Yew. Haha! And cute little Esther too! And also I thank God for putting me in the team Refiner's Fire. Not because it's the winning team *Aisheh*, haha, it's because I can see how God works through different people in my team. I can see how the team leader Michael was transformed from a playful teenager into a leader. It was awesome!!

Jesus is coming back sooner than you think. ;)