# 157 EPIC

I have no idea how much i could deal with this. you know, i just think that life's too short for me to be lazing around watching gossip girl and 90210 for the whole day. I am a loser. what I do is 3pm would be the time i wake up.. I eat, I bathe, I watch shows, then I'll eat again then it'll be sleeping time around 3 or 4 am. Why? cause I'm a no lifer. I think too much, being closed up at home. this confine space ain't doin good to my emotions. there's this whole drama going on, which most prolly i was the one stirring things up. oh dear, i think im gonna get my ears pierced tomorrow. no biggie i know but, i sorta got them twice already and it didnt remain that long. it sucks, my ear lobes practically puked the metal pieces out. eat my crap. and... someone please bring me out. hmm hmm hmm.. my mom had been sick these few days. i think lots of people had been gettin those flu and stuff, so get well soon peeps. ahh.. talk about love, it's crazy. i got myself into this mess thinking now i could get out of it, but i can't. love is obsessive no? haha. i've been staring at my phone like every 5 minutes. thankGod for Ethan(90210) and Nate(GG) i was distracted. so it toook like every  5.5 minutes to check my phone. I was the one creating all those shit so well i sorta needa take responsibility of my words. so i'm gonna stick up to it. no more contacting that jackass. hmmm.. i am craving for high heels, high waist skirts, belts, hairbands now. and i really missed my long hair. dayum i was young and stupid to cut my hair. wait. i just happened to chop them off recently. crap.  I'm on rebound mode now. guys just stay away from me. and i'm only interested in tallllllll, muscular, and handsome man.. well, just look at nate's photo and that's the guy i want. come on, i was just joking. i'm a good girl. i dont like boys. yucks. POKEMON is awesomest. Gim, you owe me gameboy. haha. jk you don't owe me,  you're sucha nice person to lend it. :)

I'm whinny but anyway thats my blog and that's what i'll do.

oh and silver from 90210 is so katy perry-ish. love her.

Oh and WHO CALLED ME? I swear someone rang me! come on, just freakin' wait till I answer dude. chicken out on me.. i need someone to talk to :(

~cherylng