#142 Good Bye 2008!

Happy New Year everyone!

I haven't done my new year reso yet.

I doubt I'll try to fulfill anyone of 'um anyways.

BTW, I've created a new blog: http://www.3three6six5five.blogspot.com

It's my 365 photojournal! So basically, I post a photo everyday.

A something little to show what I've been doing.. or feeling.. or dealing.

:) I hope that'll make my life a little more meaningful!

It's a shared blog! Shi Loong joined along too~

haha!

There's been a lot in my mind lately.

College is starting next Monday.

I'm really really nervous.

I would have throw up real bad on that day.

I always get those kinda gross feeling running up my throat every time I'm nervous.

I get nervous easily actually...

Public speaking,

dates,

around gorgeous guys (yea, if I said I'm gonna throw up when I see your face, it simply means you're gorgeous, honey)

Oh... I don't know what future this course would hold for me.

I hope I signed up into the right path- right college, right course, right people.

And...

In another hand..

I've been quite emotional lately.

I'm really bad at handling feelings and relationships.

I don't know what to do when things go bad.

And I'm a sucka for sweet words.

I've been held back so many times just because.

I shouldn't be so softhearted. It sucks.

Maybe I'm too serious? ha!

To me... liking someone, it's the sweetest, loveliest feeling ever.. I cherish that so much.

It could be bitter and sad at the same time though.

It's sweet and lovely when the guy cares for you too, the same way you felt for him, or more.

It's sad when... everything went the wrong way, feelings faded, distracted... 

The absence of respect or appreciation for one another.

Thought matters a lot.

Don't take things for granted people.

:) I hate cowards. Although I'm one myself.

I've been trying to avoid the reality that had been thrown on me.

I didn't know things would move at at such pace.

:):) UR SO GAY!

Blessed New Year everyone!

xoxo

~cherylng