CherylNg

Changed

2011-03-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

NEW BLOG LINK
**cherelmo.blogspot.com**
Just wanna change things up abit. :) Not sure whether I will still be using this blog tho. but yeah. wheee.

三：怖い地震と津波

2011-03-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

地震と津波でビルが壊したとたくさん人が死って悲しいです。
神！どうして日本でそうしましたか。
でも、生存者、頑張ってね。
皆さん、日本を祈ってください！

2: Bread and Jam

2011-02-19T01:24:00.003+08:00

Today went to Alicia's house for lunch and also some fellowship time. :) Then went to Jolie's hostel for some assignment time ( Which ended up most of the time looking at pics of koreans and watching drama. :( Not so good.) Then I got home for Koay Teow Theng and continue my work. Yea. Lifeless.

Tomorrow we had to hand in some thumbnails for critiques for printing class. I forgot what's the actually name for the subject but it's pretty much about printing, like how we should handle files, save documents for printing, and how which medium or working modes to work with to get it printed correctly etc. Really tough cause he's super strict about it. Like how you name the files and how should it be printed, crop marks, yada yada.

So here are my thumbs. Sorry was taken with my phone's camera. Really basic design and concept. For the Cider Apple Jam I went for a more retro-looking design, cause the original design itself was like that, maybe cause it was made since 1897, which is pretty long time ago so I wanna enhance how far the history went. Fresh picked apples from beautiful gorgeous maidens. :) And for the Gourmet Pear by St. Dalfour I kept it more towards it's original design, but with more illustrated pics of the pears on trees cause it's natural and stuff. And skippy with the squirrel and peanut shaped label. HAND PICKED PEANUTS by SQUIRRELS. How cool is that. Yea basic ideas nothing really out of the box, just too tired now.

Goodnight! God bless!

1: iPod

2011-02-18T03:14:00.003+08:00

It's the middle of the night and I want to blog! Cause I'm fasting facebook I just had to spill some stuff out ya'll. :(. So I've been LookBook-ing instead. Love love love lookbook! Neways, For the people that are still reading my blog. You're super awesome. Means a lot to know people still care. *aww. haha :)* Was uber busy after Semester has started. :( I know everyone's facing the same thing no matter what course they are taking, or even high school, so let's work hard together alright :)!

This semester was pretty tough cause I'm not so good at colours and we were to do colour pencil sketches now. Yippie yai yay. Makin' me go krazee. This is one of the ones I did this week. I know it is not good but just bare with me aite. Trying to improve.

Guess who I drew

This is Jolie's 1st colour pencil!!! Nice right!

yays. BTW I got baptised on 12th FEB 2011!!!! Hallelujah! Taking another step of faith. :)

I was scared, a little. Ok maybe alot. I was afraid I might struggle in the water, I didn't know what to expect or do!

So yea then I thought this would be the best way.

Here are some random pics I took with my sis' iPod to share :) Ok, I know I'm such a camwhore but yea, I is the narcissist. :) hahaha.

Recently, to be honest, I'm not doing so well, emotionally. I sound like I have no friends and I need to whine it all out in my blog. But it's hard to open up specifically to someone. I know I have a good friend that I can talk to but I don't wanna be a burden. I don't know. I might be whiny and annoying. But yea, I don't know is it just me or or what, everytime suddenly I will feel unwanted. like nobody wants to be friends with me, ignored, I don't like myself, well, mixed up with different kinda negative emotions. I'm happy and all to be baptized but now suddenly I feel an emptiness in me. But I know God will fill me up again. :)

So yea, my stomach hurts now, so gtg bye :)

JESUS ♥ YOU!

ThirtyOne: 2010

2010-12-31T17:42:00.002+08:00

It's funny how everyone's starting to crack jokes like ' See you next year' or ' I'll check it next year, so you have one year to do this exercise' and things like that. Haha. You can only do it once a year right.

2010 had been a GREAT year. :) Because I've met new friends, I've ventured into Illustration (Ups and Downs though now I sorta know God's purpose for me :) ), I went for fire camp, reconnected with God, I had my super short hair cut, okay, not pixie short but still... I've had a whirlwind relationship, I wore specs out :D (was really self concious but I overcame that, earn quite an amount of money but also spend all of it, new elmo stuffs into my collection, went to Singapore (God really blessed us with this one). And I know 2011 will be a great year because then my birthday would be 111111 :) nah, it's because I know God will always be there for me and bless me and the people around me! Wohooo!!

Okay so here's my new year reso up till now. haha!

Read the bible everyday
Go to church every week
Don't cut hair
Sleep earlier
No gas drink
Cut down on fast food , eat healthy
Not be selfish
Not work during studies.
Be friendlier
Draw everyday
Create at least 2 paintings
Be more organized
NOT BE LAZY (This is a super hard one)
Not to think of elmo too much
Pray everyday
Practice Japanese more

Well. it's just some thing I want to stick to everyday. But things definitely would change so yea. Can't say I would follow it all the time but I hope I do!

Blessed New Year everyone! God bless!
SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

Thirty : Fire

2010-12-24T12:09:00.002+08:00

Photos from George Lee.

Back from camp in Sungai Petani Swiss-Inn and it was awesome!!!
So now I'm going to write about it and praising my God. I'm not bashing other religions or whatever I just really wanna share to the world how awesome is my God and showing the world the miracles He had done in my life. :)

Pastor Kul Bal is so funny and cute! haha!

This camp really turned my 360 over. I think I've written in my previous post like I'm not so satisfied with my life. I've always felt this emptiness in me that I don't know where it came from. I thought I was bored, so I went and had fun with friends. I really enjoyed and was really happy, but still inside of me, there's this emptiness that can't be filled. I was really blessed with everything. So I didn't find the need to pray. Though sometimes I need help from God He does not fail me and answered my prayers. But I've never prayed about the messed up feelings I have or prayed for others often. Until I went to camp and every doubt was answered. God had filled me again. And I can see how God had changed me inside. I've always been in introvert. Don't even think I'll come up and talk to you. Don't even bother that I'll make up conversation and continue a conversation with you if I haven't spend much time knowing you yet. Because I am scared and shy. So normally when I go camps, I will be the one staying at a corner you wouldn't even notice me. Most of the campers wouldn't have know who am I. I wouldn't make friends. Because I was too terrified of I don't know what. But in this camp it was different. I believe God used pastor Kul Bal to speak to me about this issue I'm having. In Joshua 1:9,

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

So I prayed about it and I can really feel that God had taken away the fear and shyness in me. HALLELUJAH! My God really is an awesome God. Of course it was Him that done that to me. I've lived with this problem for 19 years and it can't just change like that right?

Now I'm all fired up for God. I just had to keep fanning the flame!

And I'm really happy to see my friends getting touched my God. WOOHOO! And it was nice being roomates and even more, FRIENDS and Sisters in Christ with Alicia Yeoh, Joo Huei and Yvonne Yew. Haha! And cute little Esther too! And also I thank God for putting me in the team Refiner's Fire. Not because it's the winning team *Aisheh*, haha, it's because I can see how God works through different people in my team. I can see how the team leader Michael was transformed from a playful teenager into a leader. It was awesome!!

Jesus is coming back sooner than you think. ;)

TwentyNine: Blogger

2010-12-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

Ok just a short update. :) I'm going for Youth camp this coming Sunday! Yay! :)

Met up with blogger Lui Lui, Lui Leng and Leng Lui yesterday. Haha. I meant Chris Tay, Jolie and Sara. :) Sorry it was like some inside joke. really cold and lame. LOL.

So right. We've went Queensbay around 2 and had our lunch at Azuma Japanese Restaurant. It was just okay. :\ but the Crabmayo was awesome!

Then we've headed back home and then had the best night ever. :) Just girls hanging out. LOL.
Four sampat girls.

Dinner at some German restaurant at Tanjung Bungah. :) LOVE THE FOOD. Actually if you ordered the right thing and share it it's not really expensive. And the food is so fulfilling. Yummy and all meat. haha! But we've ordered a dish of salad too. With meat. LOL.

This was the meat platter. Forgotten the name of it cause it's in GERMAN.

What it came with. So yea enough for 4 people with medium appetite. :)

This was the BBQ Chicken Salad if not mistaken. :) Looks yummy right!

Then we drove to Island Plaza for a dose of Tutti Frutti. The guava flavour was my favourite :)

Hahaha! Cute lil Sara!

Then it was time for some GreenTea Frap~

After dropping of Sleepy Sara we went Upper Penang Road to 'party' some more. Yea. On a Tuesday night. LOL!

Me and Jolie.

Creative shot by Chris! haha!

Well, that was pretty much it. :) So that's yo short update.
loves~

Here's some crazy photos to end this post.

Hope you guys liked it HAHAHAHA. ;) @ Jolie, Chris , Sara.

TwentyEight: My last Teenage Birthday

2010-12-11T12:36:00.001+08:00

My ELMO cake! Finally! Thanks Mummy! hahahaha! Yea Mummy's girl.

Okay I reckon I should blog about my birthday last month ago. Since it was my last teenage birthday. Next year I'll be hitting 2 already :O!! And I'm sorry that I couldn't provide clear huge pics this time. Cause I accidentally deleted the whole edited photos file so I had to just pick them from Facebook.

Trying to keep my blog alive. So do expect posts regularly :D Cause it's so sad how I've neglected it. Sorry guys.

Lets get started! ( Singapore post will be the next one aite ;) )
I had my first birthday celebration since I was like 1 years old. (Ok don't DUH me lah!) And I LOVE Birthday parties. Like. all-time-favourite event. I always looked forward to my birthday because I like holding party events. Though it's pretty lame but I don't care everyone must come. That of course was during primary school. When I started middle school, I guess we're too cool for parties. LOL. joking. Well normally we'll just go out for a quiet dinner. And that remained till today. :) Sounds a lot matured huh. I think I had to cancel out the quiet because, my friends aren't that quiet. Haha!!! But I've always appreciated when people celebrates my birthday with me. Because I've often felt like no one is there for me and I do not have friends. But my friends would always prove me wrongly. Thanks guys love all of you! Maybe I was just having PMS or something. So yea, this year's birthday was very special for me. Because the friends that I am most closed to all came together to celebrate my birthday. One during the day and one at night. It was a very eventful day. :) And it was all about ME ME ME! hahaha! Just kidding.

I killed elmo on 10th Nov before midnight! haha! Celebrated with my lovely family :)

That very special day on the 11th of November started of with a class presentation! Yea it sounds really bad but to me it's super awesome because I love presentations :) Rather than doing assignments or having normal classes yucks. It was our visual communication presentation and the fun thing was we had to dress up like the culture celebration that we have chosen. Our group was doing Thaipusam so we had to dress up like an indian. Wahaha.

See met up with two indian hot chicks. Haha!

I looked pathetic. I wore a white tank top (Obviously I'm not going to go up half naked!), a short pants inside then I tied a scarf around my waist so it looked like their traditional costume they wear during that event. I don't have a sarung so I had to wear a pants inside, cause half way the presentation, it fell off and thank God my friend pinned the back up or else the whole thing would have dropped. Embarrassing much. haha!

After the presentation and a change of clothes, we headed off to DaoRae! I love love love Korean food! Especially the BBQ pork, KimChi HotPot and BIBIMBAPPPPP. haha. love love.

Nyahh! I wanna go again! Though I think Korea Palace was nicer.

Coursemates!

meeeps :)

My 2nd cake of the day!

Time to makan! (Makan is malay for eat) :)

BIBIMBAP!

KIMCHIIIIIII T___T I want.

Aren't my friends super sweet :) Then Sara, Chris Tay, Jolie and me went Queensbay to watch the Unstoppable. It was quite nice. Cause the lead actor was handsome. Haha! Nah. Cause the storyline was so exciting. Never know what will happen next, the train was super fast LOL.

After that I had a long jam back, changed my clothes, dropped my friends home, then I drove to Gurney to meet up with my babes and dudes. LOL!

We had our dinner in Chicago! The service was super bad. Slow and not efficient. bleh! Summore super hot I was sweaty the whole night. But I had fun with my friends!

Nah let you see my sweaty hair.

My third cake :) Thanks everyone :D

The boys. They said I looked like one of them, a boy. A class photo or something. Argh.

The babes. At least I got more hot chicks than them. pfft.

Everyone!

So yea. That's all on my birthday!

I loved all the presents!!! Thank you guys so much. You must really know me to know what to buy for me!

皆！どうもありがとうございます！今年誕生日はとても楽しかった！
♥♥♥

TwentySeven: Nerd Evolution

2010-12-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

You know in schools, primary or high school, there are categories for each individual students. Either you're the popular kids, the emo kids, the runners, the smart asses, the cry babies etc... Well, I fell under - the nerds. Definitely no one was born a nerd. And, no one willingly wants to be one. But unfortunately I happen to be your average nerd. But I still thank God that I wasn't in the typical American high school or else I'll be teased, severely bullied or even wedgied for the rest of my life. Yea I bet that'll happen. But we're human. We tend to discriminate and ignore. :( I wasn't a severe victim of that but I was always the one not noticed. Just because I'm a nerd. Jeeez come on! Haha.

So let's talk about how I've felt being a nerd. First off, there are a few types of nerds IMO. So okay, let's list out the types that I've observed. Note: Geeks and nerds are different. I'm not so clear how it's different but I guess Geeks are creepier and weirder (:
1) The tech nerds.
2) The academic nerds.
3) The anime nerds. (geeks? OTAKU?)
4) The video game nerds
5) The comic nerds
Erm. Okay I guess that's it? Haha. So I'll be the 4th one. I don't particularly love studying, in fact I don't do my homework and I came early to school just to copy my friend's in class. And I've done a lot of stupid things in my life. Especially in my primary and secondary school life as my brain isn't fully grown to think yet. So I talk and do things without going through my brain. I've gotten my short-sightedness from watching the tv too closely and long hours playing the computer and watching tv. Hence, my thick glasses. My power's about 700 and 650 the other eye. Yeah. Creepy. And it increases 100 every year. So the main characteristics of a nerd is their unfashionable spectacles. Mine was round and metal. :) I change the colour every year. meeeps~ And that dorky smile, the weird clothing choices and a dumb haircut. Yea I've got them all. And I was superbly skinny and dark. So why I was the video game nerd? Well, I LOVE playing computer games duh. I LOVE THE SIMS. I can play the sims whole day and night without sleeping. And I've tried that before :) It's so addictive, I love Counter Strike, I love Final Fantasy and I love my gameboy. I LOVE POKEMON!! =3 meeeps. I collect stickers. I collect Pokemon merchandises. *Yes, I wasn't much of an elmo freak.* I love those ancient video games where they plug on to the tv. I used to play that at my cousin's house. Ahhh. Great times being a nerd. ( I notice how all of a sudden there are so many capital letters, the nerd in me is showing buahahha)

I'm not the type of nerd that doesn't freaking care about what others might think of me and live my life the way I want. When I was younger, obviously I wouldn't know much, about image, reputation (LOL) and what not. I thought everyone was the same. Just that either you wear specs or you don't. But as I grew up, I noticed how other girls might get a little more attention and they are very likable. And I was like a boy. I don't know why. I have guy friends but all we do is whack each other, chasing each other, and whacking again. That's pretty much how I've spent my high school life in Selangor. Haha! Even in secondary school it was the same. I was sad. Because I wasn't pretty. Yeah. Sucks right.

So of course later on, I started to like boys. Yea. And when you like a boy, you want the boy to notice you. And, how would anyone notice a nerd like me right. :( There was this guy in my high school that I liked, he was my senior and, my school has a lot of pretty girls so, I've always doubted myself and discourage myself that I don't even stand a chance. I had SUPER low self esteem that's for sure. But there was one day saw from somewhere that : There is no such thing as an ugly women, there are only lazy women. So what the heck, I started grooming up a lil. (I sound like a dog) Okay, so I ditched off my spectacles and opted for contact lenses. That was a great start I guess. Cause the spectacles were horrible. :( ROUND metal omgbbqwth. so yeah. that's the only thing I've done to my looks until I was form3. The clothes I wore were horrible. They don't fit me well and... It's just horrible. So I'm not very sure whether did the guy liked me or not but yea that isn't the case anymore. Then I left Subang and came to penang. From then onwards, I felt like I was more interested in girls than boys. NO I'm not a lesbian but I just LOVE looking at pretty girls. So weird right. I notice girls more than guys. I stare at girls, I don't stare at boys. LOL. Then I started to cut blunt bangs. ( YES! I'm THAT brave. Took out all my nerd courage to cut coconut bangs.) Then I started to stay away from the sun. LOL!! vampire much. Then... I started to take care of my skin. yada yada yada. And because I'm in Penang, I GREW FAT. hahaha. My fashion sense wise, I don't think it had improved much so, let's just lay that off shall we :). LOL.

So Yea, that's basically how I started to change. Boys. ugh. haha joking. Okay. I used to be really ashamed of letting people know how I used to look like. Cause I had really low esteem. Then slowly I got out of my shell, as time passed by, the old me wasn't so bad. :) So I felt more comfortable in sharing about my NERD experiences. and I've seen a lot of MNE (Major Nerd Evolution) happening to the people around me. When they were young they were like me, NERDS, cause we went to school together last time and stuff so I know how they look like, and now they are like HOT BABES. wth. I want MNE too!!

So Yea I hope the photos won't scare the shit outta ya'll. :)
Somehow this all felt like those scenes in TV when an ugly girl transforms into a pretty girl just by taking off their glasses and get some help from make up and dressing up, then they are gorgeous. And I believe that is true! I'm not talking about me but the people I know. So yea, for the nerds out there. Don't give up if you're trying to get a guy. Watch Princess Diaries then you will get what I mean. :) But if you're comfortable of who you are. Then just embrace it. Cause God made you the way you are alright. And the guy should love you of who you are right. And I'm not denying myself as a nerd. I do admit I STILL AM a nerd. I love video games I love pokemon I love whatever a nerd loves to do. And I still have that dorky smile. And I like it la k. I had really low self esteem once so I tried to boast it and now I'm feeling great. WOOOSH. But still I'm happy the way I am now. so yea. I guess it's good to change something once a while to boast your selfesteem. Haha. Okay, Now I don't know what I'm talking about.

SO YEAH THATS MY NERD STORY!

Hope you guys still love me aite:(

So, I'll let you see how I transformed into a beautiful butterfli... I mean. Nerd. Might as well show you how my hair turned short :(

VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.
sorry if the photos are too big, I lazy resize. Haha!

Age 0

Age 1

Age 2

Age 3

Age 4*Yes, Dramatic haircut that looks similar to my current hairstyle*

Age 5 *See, nerd-wannabe*

Age 6

Ok chill, we're getting there.

Age 7 *Come back from School straight KO face* THIS was when everything started to nerdify.

Age 8 *The dumbass haircut I was talking about*

Age 9 *LMAO I know you wanna laugh at me and poke me with a stick*

Age 10 *OMG nerd hold rabbit. See my specs sliding down LOL. / Prefect summore lei*
Look like china aunty LOL.

haha. I slouched and gave a dorky smile.

Age 14

Age 15

Age 16

Age 17

Age 18

Age 19
Current hair. Same like Age 4 wan haha.

Yay. So now everyone knows I'm A NERDY PANZY!

haha. hope I didnt scare away any chance of marrying a nice young handsome rich man :(
God bless!

And I noticed how important our hair is. If hair ugly=you're ugly.
haha.
ok jkbye.

Haha. Comment if you want I dont mind. lolol.

TwentySix: Uniquely Singapore

2010-12-08T19:10:00.001+08:00

I just got back from Singapore recently and I absolutely love love love Singapore!! The city is so beautiful. sorry its abit blur .

This was taken on the top of Marina Bay Sand hotel during the night. When we've reached there it was around 6 so we've watched the sunset :) It was so gorgeous.

The architecture in Singapore is so creative and breath taking. Marina Bay Sand itself is really marvelous as it has like a ship as a roof? How chun is that!! It's amazing how awesome they have built them. And I noticed they like to incorporate greenery to their buildings.

I must work there at least when I graduate! I don't wanna stay in Malaysia! *Okay, so much for being a good citizen* So it was a 5days trip. Yea I know it's a really long stay but I really enjoyed my trip there. My family and I stayed in Marriot Hotel at Orchard Road so imagine how much fun I had shopping :D

We went by Air Asia. :D Time to leave Malaysia!!!!

When we reached we sat taxi to the hotel in Ochard. Taxi is abit pricey but the buses and MRT is about $1 onwards. And it's always punctual :)

The public transports there are super awesome cause they are on time like all the time. Unlike Malaysia's. I just sat our Penang's very own Rapid bus and I felt harassed - mentally. Me and my friend were sitting right at the end in the bus and there was this guy that came in and there were so many seats available but he wants to sit at the back to and two seats next to us. And they thing is, he kept staring at us. Argh. It was so annoying. And when we when we wanna get down from the bus, just getting off our seats, he said : ' See you.' in a very eerie tone. And when we walked to YiLin's house from Econsave, there were guys whistling and stuff. Isn't it so so rude? I'm not saying I'm attractive or sexy or whatever, maybe yilin is, but it's still rude to do that to girls. Argh!!! And the bus driver even cheated our money. So annoyed. So anyway back to S'pore, we sat Taxi, MRT, and buses. All of them were never a disappointment. Its always on time and always available. No need wait long long like Malaysia's public transport system. and wont cheat money...

Haha. I'm a girl, had to camwhore in the hotel room. haha!

So I'll post about malls and universal studios in the next post. :) see ya !

TwentyFive: Exam

2010-12-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

今朝３時。眠いでも勉強は終わっていない。後で午後２時試験があるよ！今回ははじめの日本語試験。本当心配ね。詞たくさん覚えなければならない。もう一年に日本語を勉強した。いいマークが欲しい。：）もし試験が失敗、意味は私本当下手ね。

最近芸術が興味がない。宿題をしない。嫌い。私は嫌い美術の理由知らない。多分だけ時間が知る。あきらめる？守る？知らない。

頑張りますね！じゃ、寝よう！

TwentyFour:

2010-11-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

See how fat I am right now. Can't believe people are saying that I lost weight. Dayumm.

Okay, so it's officially the beginning of our 3rd semester break now! Yippiessss! But... Yes. There is always a but after every happy news huh. But, I have like tonnes of holiday assignments. Which is fair I guess? Cause at least we'll keep on drawing. Yet you know how lazy I am. Though I noticed my passion for illustration had, nearly died off. I need to find that passion back and regain all my strength. I know God will pull me through that :).

So yea anyways. I cut my hair again. this time it was really short. I know, you might be thinking what the hell went through your stupid brain? I said I didn't wanna cut it anymore and let it grow but.. Argh... I wasn't strong enough to handle the temptation. xD!

So yea. Supposedly there's alot of things lined up for me during the holidays. Hope all of that works out. and I'm going Singapore next week :) Yays for that.

TwentyThree: Forgive

2010-11-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm at my busiest moment and I had this sudden urge to blog.

It's been long since I had any drama with any of my friends, cause there were always so nice to me. But when it comes to a point where each of us would tend to be more selfish and self-centered, this is when all hell breaks lose. Cold wars and those heartless thoughts of what we might be saying of each other is unbearable. This is what I initially thought, I don't know why some friends can be so two-faced. In front of you they would be so sweet and nice, and behind your back they are backstabbing you. But to give them the BOD, they might think they are at the right and we are in the wrong. There was a situation going on in college but I don't really wanna say everything out but, yea, I just wanna say that I was really disappointed and hurt when that happened. I've always thought these were the friends that were most considerate and thoughtful to me. They were the ones that always think about others and cared for our/my feelings. Cause I do feel that they treated us as really good friends. Was I wrong? :'( But why were they suddenly so selfish and thoughtless of others? This really made me mad.

I was shocked, then mad, became furious, then slowly that flame was put away with sadness and disappointment. But now, I'm just trying to understand everyone's situation and put that anger away cause it would most probably be clouding up my judgment of this situation. Ok, so now I'm thinking, alright, my friend's a perfectionist. They wanted everything to be all great and nice, so they would turn a bit more to the selfish side. That is unpreventable I guess. At a point I wanted to treat them back the same way they treated us, but now all I'm thinking is, I just want my friends back. :( But why couldn't they understand what they have done had influenced not only us as their friends, but the whole class?

Friends can be really tight, or divided, became enemies, or even such a point where ignorance was a way of solution. I don't want that happening between me and my girlfriends. I just want everything sorted out and everyone to be happy and to be true to each other. But it takes two hands to clap. I tried but.. it seems that they weren't willing to open up and talk about it to get the situation better.

People make mistakes, and they should be forgiven.
A very meaningful verse to you guys out there that are in the same situation with me,
“For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.'' - (Matthew 6:14-15)

''Bless those who persecute you; bless, and don’t curse.'' (Romans 12:14) Okay I know I've been really bad-tempered but yea, I know I'm wrong now. I really wanna apologize to the friends that I have mistreated. :(

TwentcyTwo : Focus

2010-10-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

OK. I thought short sem would be wayyy free that I have tons of time to kill but I guess I was wrong! @_@

I've been trying to fit activities like assignment-ing, schooling, tuitioning, working, eating, sleeping, bathroomtime....facebooking........ into my weekly schedule and it's crazy. And yes, I started to work again for Da Vinci Kids. Kids are horrid. They do whatever they like. and it doesn't look pretty when they do it the way they wanted. And I get screwed if the artworks doesn't turn out pretty. But art is all about having fun right I can't force kids to do what we expect them to. It's a vicious circle isn't it. Boooo.

but yea. trying hard to keep up. :)

Currently I'm letting my hair grow. No cutting my hair. And my face condition is abit crazy at the moment, I believe it's from the stress? hmm. idk. But yea. I'm trying to pin my hair up everyday and show the world my ugly forehead. hopefully that works.

:) So yea. GTGKTHXBYE.

TwentyOne : Dad

2010-08-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

This post will be dedicated to the world's most awesomest Dad. :) My Daddy.
So Imma gonna tell you a little about me and my dad.

My dad loved us the most. He's the kind of father that always put his family first.
He doesn't gamble, he doesn't drink, he works hard to raise this family. Always giving us the best.
Though, my dad didn't have much career luck and there are always nasty co-workers that stabbed him in the back. Well we call those kinda people '小人' and my dad had to deal with them at his work places. When I was young, I didn't know much. I didn't know my dad had trouble finding jobs. And once he couldn't find a job for a year I think? I sorta didn't know about that because my life then was perfectly fine. I get 3 meals a day, I get what I want, and I'm living a perfectly great childhood. See how great my dad was, even my family was struggling for money but I didn't had a clue that we were cause my parents always had tried to fulfill what we wanted as a child. And I'm so touched by that I didn't even felt poverty.

When I was younger, I've always hugged him before he goes to work. And he'll give me the bear hug squeezing me so tight that I couldn't breathe but I felt warmness. But slowly going into my teenage years it stopped and my dad was uberly strict to me. I can't go out with my friends that often, I can't mix with guy friends when I'm out. I can't go to parties and stuff. So as a teenager, I rebelled a lil. ;) But still, my parents managed to moved us from an apartment to a terrace house. So yea. My life was great. I had my own room and stuff. My dad knew I've always loved dogs. I wanna have my own dog. So since we've moved to a terrace house, my dad brought me to SPCA and adopt a doggie. Though that dog died due to some infection and I cried my eyeballs out and basically was really emo lah. That after a week my dad brought home a golden mix lab retriever :). You couldn't imagine how happy I was.

I was still a teenager. We don't really think properly before we say things, we don't really know what we felt and stuff. And I wanna tell to you people out there that are reading this, you'll never know what will happen tomorrow, so appreciate what you have right now. During the year 2005, I pretty much spend my time in front of the computer, sneaking out with friends and stuff. So on Aug 30th of 2005, instead of celebrating my dad's birthday, I spent that day with my friends at Sunway Pyramid, then overnight at pyramid tower to count down for Malaysia's Independence Day. And you don't know how very much I'm regretting that I hadn't spend that day with my Dad because it was his last birthday. Life ends really suddenly sometimes. The month of Dec of 2005 was really tragic for me. I felt I've lost my purpose of living. The last memory I had with my dad was watching Dr. DooLittle together. Well sorta, he was watching it upstairs in his room and I was watching it in the living room and he sms-ed me saying the actress was the girl in That's So Raven. haha. Yea. And I wanted to ask my dad to fetch me to Sunway Pyramid the next day on 8th of Dec but I didn't dare because I was afraid he will be tired and stuff. He had been going for dialysis for quite sometime so yea, dialysis patients are really tired most of the time and imagine my dad had to go for dialysis and then go to work after that. T_T.

So 8th Dec was that day that changed my life forever. My maid woke me up in the morning telling me the hospital called saying that my dad is in the hospital. In my mind I was thinking, hopefully he just passed out or fell down or something. So I called my mom, who was then in Penang (Yea, she was having some course in Penang and she hadn't seen my dad for two months. She was suppose to come back the next week I think.) So then we've rushed to the hospital.

He was in a coma. His heart stopped for 15 mins then they resuscitate my dad but it was too late. His brain was dead. Now he is breathing by the support of those machines and tubes that goes through his mouth. And the doctor said because of some complications we had to let him go, by pulling the plug. You have no idea how intense that was. So yea, we had to do it.

Seeing his heartbeat slowly pacing down. It hurts. I don't know whether he is alive or he isn't, I don't know whether can he hear us, I don't know whether can he still feel our presence. It just hurts so badly. I wish that I could hold on to him forever. He was like a concrete base for me to keep on standing. But now I felt my feet is wobbling, my heart's so sour, I can hear people crying and sobbing but I can't even hear myself thinking. then.. 50......48......42......40...............0. At that moment, I swear, my heart wanted to stop too. When it reached zero, I felt my world had fallen apart too. His heart was still beating by itself but I can't do anything, the man who took care of the whole family, the man who loved us no matter under what consequences, the man who gave me the direction in life, the man who always gave me what I wanted, is now gone forever.

Seeing him now, he had turned cold and pale. I really wish hard that it was all just a bad dream.

The wake and funeral was heart wrenching. Seeing him just sleeping peacefully in the coffin it just hurt so much, I wanna open it up and shake him, asking him to wake up. But I guess he'll suffer no more from all those medication and dialysis. He's in a better place now, right?
Burning my Dad into ashes was even nerve wreaking for me. Now I couldn't see him anymore. He's now turning into ashes. It hurts. I really does hurts. And by writing this post now, it hurts even more thinking back and feeling what I've felt before.

♥

Blessed birthday Daddy. No one can ever replace you. :) I know you're in a better place now. I hope you're having fun up there. :) love you always. Missing you badly. And though I told you I wanna become an artist, a fashion designer, an advertising designer, you've never shut my dreams and always supported me. And now I'm pursuing illustrations and I know you'll continue to support me and I'll never let you down daddy. You've taught me sooooo much. ♥♥♥

Your Daughter,
Cheryl

Twenty : Change

2010-08-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

I wanna talk about change.

Change : To become different.

It can be as easily defined as that.
But the complexity that is involved in that process exceeds way beyond these three words.
In my life, changes goes from small little things like picking which outfits to wear and changing them again and again. To changes like losing the person that I loved most and trying to adapt to his absence. It's always something to deal with for me. It's always something I need to worry about, and take consequences.

I really want to stop worrying about the change.
My personality changes from time to time. Maybe that's just maturity. If anyone's thinking of puberty, wth Imma gonna kick your ass if I could.

Recent changes that I've been encountering is the changes in my study courses. I'll be majoring Illustration next semester. I'm so excited yet full of doubt. But I know it's time for me to let go of what's pulling me back and go straight on towards my dreams. Yeah, dramatic but it's true. People say things that make you doubt. People convince you to think otherwise. We've just gotta be strong and stand at our own point sometimes. We can't always be listening to what everyone's gonna say. We can't satisfy them by doing so really. You just gotta know what you wanna be and go for it without guilt.

And you know. I've never truly loved a guy before except for my father. And Hugh Laurie maybe. And Wentworth Miller. And though ironically I do get infatuated easily. Is that a girl thing? Or is it just me? I've getting some problems because of that I suppose. I'm not pretty. I'm not gorgeous. Yet I'm picky when it comes to guys. I guess I'll never get married. But yea. I've broke up with my ex a couple of months ago. And that changed a lot in me too. Definitely I've learned to become stronger. And standing strong for God. I know what should I do and what shouldn't I do. And I appreciate my friend Markus that have been bringing me to church. Tho recently I've been slacking off *Sorry God*. So yea. It used to be bf bf bf all day but after I've broke up with him, I felt like I've given back a lot of time for myself. So maybe it was the right thing to do.

Another major change in my life is my hair. I've started to go short after I've graduated from high school and I've been getting shorter and shorter as my hair goes. :( And now when I look back at the pics. I really miss my long hair. And when I do spot another cute short hairstyle. I'll cut again. Oh the horror. Cause hair's never pretty when it's not long, nor short, it's just stuck in a middle and it's crazy going against your shoulders everywhere like some mad women so yeah.
From this,

To this,

That's how much it have changed since three years ago. WOOOOSH.

Ok Cheryl, hair grows, get over it. pffft.

So yeah. That's all for now I suppose.
I have a lot to talk about but dayummmm. I'm really sleepy.

lotsa love,
cher

Nineteen: Aug

2010-08-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

最近とても忙しかった。疲れる〜

来週は休日、　待つことできない！

私の髪は段々短くなった。
今私は男になる。
T＿T

またね！！

Eighteen : Why

2010-06-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

Semester 2 in The One Academy seriously ain't easy at all. I felt this sem had to go through more thought processes. Thinking of Concepts, to apply the concept, to imagine different angles, to exaggerate colours. It was pretty tough for me. Seriously, I really hate drawing2 class. It wasn't because of the lecturer because she was so funny and sweet but it's because i'm too colourblind to catch the colours falling on the objects. I love colours but I do not know how to mix it. :( Bummer. I guess I'll have to work harder on that. Anyway, life's been hectic and I felt really bad that I rarely contact my good friends. And I felt so left out again. I wanna do my best in my studies but at the same time I'm slipping away. My temper has worsen I don't know why but I get so annoyed easily. :( Sigh. And now I don't know what I wanna do anymore. I hate drawing class but I'm taking Illustration? しまった... But yea. I'll try to work on that :) Sometimes I feel really disappointed when my juniors do better than me. I know, I have to get over it I'm not good in everything. I just felt that others are improving and I'm stuck at that very same spot. 왜 그래? Aish....

練習〜
今日は水曜日です。フィグレと描画のクラスは行きませんでした。頭が痛いですから。朝十一時に起きました。それから、お腹がすいたでした。朝ご飯は卵と豚肉を食べました。おいしくなかったですよう。いっぱいではありませんでした。用事をしました。とても疲れました。それからシャワを浴びました。後で日本語の勉強しますから。でも、シンデレーラのお姉さん（韓国のドラマ）を見たいよう！今日の勉強は　’ています’　を習いました。とても難しかったね。今日の天気はそうそうでした。朝と昼は良いね。でも晩は雨が降っています。ここまでです。おやすみなさい！あ。。。明日何も勉強しません！やった！

イェン

Seventeen : Repent

2010-05-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today's church service really spoke to me. It's all about forgiving and repentance. Pastor Peter said 'you can be angry, but don't sin.' The bible didn't tell us that we cannot be angry, but just don't sin. People tend to lose control when they are angry. Swearing, cursing, making the wrong choices. And I've been facing people that made me mad, so mad in the inside. I've been trying to find ways to redirect my anger and not sin. But unfortunately, I failed to do so. But God really do love me. :) Through pastor Peter he spoke to me. So now I know what to do. Thank you Lord! Our God is really an awesome God!

Sixteen : Passion

2010-04-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

A fun day in the park with the wind whispering in my ears. That's the happyland. Where all worries run and hide. :)

All things are simple.
I don't know why as we grow up, we tend to complicate matters.
But maybe if we could just look at a different perspective when things aren't right.
Think positive, stay strong.
God wouldn't leave us hopeless,
when there's a problem there's definitely a solution.
That's the obstacle that God wants us to go through,
to make us stronger,
to lead us towards His almighty love.

:) Loves

Fifteen : 日本語のダイリ

2010-03-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

今日は火曜日です。朝８時半におきました。今日の朝ご飯は卵でした。おいいしかったです。それから、ジェッリさんと私の車で学校へ行きます。１０時から１時までコンピューターの勉強します。それから午後１時から３時まで休みます。マクドナルドで昼ご飯を食べます。手で食べます。それから、学校へ戻ります。Malaysian Studiesの勉強は３時から６時までです。それから、晩ご飯を食べます。７時４０分から９時４０分までに日本語を勉強します。今寝ましょう！
朝１０時から午後１０時までに勉強しました。大変ですね！

皆さん、もうSupperを食べましたか？

お休みなさい！

Fourteen : Maturity

2010-03-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

I'm 19 now, I should handle things the right, matured way. At least I am doing it now, better than some people loh. Haha.
Recently, some major annoyinggg problems had been appearing and I wanted to go all tattletale-y searching for help from high authorities. But, the fact is, I've gotta be independent now. After I graduate, no one will be there to protect me anymore
(Well of course I meant other than God). I've gotta make my own decisions and settle it by myself. So yeah, I've talked to Soon Chern about my problems and he gave me some great advise. I should take this and turn it into an opportunity to learn how to be patient and be a much more matured individual. :) When I'm in the field I will be facing the same problems. Discrimination, jealousy, unfairness, etc. So yea, I've gotta thank those people that are giving us trouble instead so we are going to be a better person than they are. And obviously we are much more matured than them now.

I hope 'we' will stick together and work harder. triple T, K,A. Time To Totally Kick Ass! ;D

I was angry and I wanted to piss on the table. (Get that joke or else I'll headshot you with my awesome peashooter)
So I'm sorry if I hurt anyone.
It wasn't on purpose really.
:(

今日は金曜日です。今朝１０時半に起きました。朝ご飯はパンケーキを食べました。それから友達の車で学校へ行きました。学校は２時半から６時間でです。今日は昼ご飯を食べませんでした。お腹が空きました。それからチョコレートのコーキを食べました。午後７時にうちへかえりました。午後７時から８時までテレビを見ました。それから私はタンさんに電話をかけます。今コンピューターでブロッグを書きますね。

おやすみなさい、皆さん！

Thirteen : Monsoon

2010-03-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

I am the most indecisive person evarrrrr. From AD to DG, then Illust.. This cycle never ends. I like all three of them. But I must pick one. I can't be good in all of them. I must pick one. I mustttt piccckk ooneee. This is one of the reasons why I miss high school so much. Almost everything's decided for you. Subjects, Streams, Books, homeworks, uniforms. Yada yada. I watched Upin and Ipin, I'm inspired to take DG. I watch Incognito, I'm inspired to take Illust. I watch Avatar, I'm inspired to take DG. I watch Da Vinci Code, yea, you've guessed right, Illust!!! But thank God our principal is helping us in many ways to expose us to different fields of designs and hoping we'll get to the point of what we really want. So yea, only time can tell.

Anyway, Iast week or so I've worked at PISA for the education fair. It was sooo tiring but aweeesome! Greatest experience ever. And this was the only job I was contented with so far. ;)

Gotta rush for college now! See yah!

Btw, soonchern's coming back tonight :) Super excited to see him. LOL. Don't call me hiao lar. Happy also cannot meh :(

Twelve : Lego

2010-03-03T00:59:00.000+08:00

I look like a schoolboy.
This haircut sorta shows part of my personality.
Imma like a screwed-up-naive-childish-rude-rough-little-boy.
Right. My sis said I looked like a Sohai tho. She's prolly just jealous I have cool hair.
Haha. Jk.

I've been taking life too easy that I slacked off alot.
This sucks cause I'm so used to it now since last week cause I was so sick I didn't do much.
Last week, I felt like I was literally dying. Or I wanna just die cause I was in so much agony.
Trying to vomit with an empty stomach made my chest hurt like crap. It was indescribable when I went to the hospital (I was diagnosed with food poisoning). I couldn't feel my legs. They were wobbly. I vomited and the urge was there the whole day. I coughed like hell. (I HATE COUGHING). Terrible experience. Never ever wanna go through that again. Well, I'm not trying to get any pity or sympathy. I'm just sayin'.

I miss my boy a lot. It must be tough surviving alone in Selangor. I love Subang. I LIVED there for so long. I love my friends, food, place. But it's still a dangerous place compared to Penang. God bless him!

Eleven : Goodbye

2010-02-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

Saying goodbye is definitely hard for everyone. Dear Soon Chern is leaving Penang for KL. :(
My heart feels sour as the thought of him leaving my side was heartwrenching. I was so used to him being around me I've never prepared myself that he has to go 400km away from me. Sigh. But it's ok, we'll meet during sem breaks :)

Best of luck Soon Chern :)
I will miss you!

Ten : Yatta!

2010-02-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

I really want a Pomeranian! Why? Cause Mr. Snuggles' a Pommy. (Heroes is a drug!) :) Actually I was aiming for a white Pomeranian. But we'll see. My boyfriend said any pets that we rear in the house, they are in pain and torture. Which I totally disagree cause I love my pets just that I have some short term memory issues so I tend to forget to feed them. It's ok tho, dogs bark for food right?

Anyway I'm so addicted to HEROES now! I know it's a bit too late as it was a rage long time ago but I can't get my hands on the series. So yeah, Thanks to my friend Ninoi, Heroes had stepped into my world. :D I've been dreaming that I was one of them, I even dreamt that I was Dr. Suresh. Weird right? I'm going nuts watching them non-stop till early morning. I've started watching mid Season3 first because I watch them from Starworlds. I am totally diggin' Sylar cause he's SO HOT!!! His badass-ness was so attractive. Then when I watch the previous seasons, I fell in love with Peter Petrelli at Season2. Cause his abs and his short hair is so handsome and hot :) Yeah, SQUEALS! But my favourite, and I suppose he's everyone's favourite, which is Hiro Nakamura! Cause he's such an hero and he speaks cute english. Pikachu! The character that annoys me most was Clair Bennet. She's so irritating. I mean, she doesn't listen to Noah and she's like so rebellious. When Noah was dying, or dead then came back to live, she kept regretting that she should have listened to Noah but when Noah is alright, fine and walking, her rebelliousness comes back. I wanna punch her but she doesn't feel pain. So yeah. Anyway I wondered what happened to that Irish girl that Peter fell in love with. I haven't finish the front part of season3 yet so maybe I'll get the answer or the script writer totally forgotten about her. Bummer.

Blessed Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day everyone :)

God Bless!

Nine : Mask超人

2010-01-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

Three weeks have passed since I bought my Origin masks and I'm simply lovin' it.　

これマスクは大好きです！すごいすごい！

(I know I look like Stanley Ipkiss with the Mask on but what the heck he has super powers wachaaa)

After the 1st time I've used it, the following week there were some small bumps on my skin. I was like. dayum. What the heck happened. But yea. I went to my monthly facial and Jane (The person that does my facial and she is amazing) told me that they were... Dirt and stuff that couldn't come to the surface. Well, I guess it's really working sucking out all the gross stuff under my skin :) After my facial I still use the charcoal mask weekly and the drink up once every two days. My skin feels dam good for about two weeks and the third week my blackheads starts to grow like mushrooms again.

The drink up mask didn't give much of a WOW factor. But still it smells dam good I feel like a fruit salad.

I'll see how it goes. wahahaha.

So yeah. :)

I've noticed my skin is tanned. :( Time for Likas again. vooooom

February's next week. How fast is that :(

皆さん、またね。。。

Eight : Doubt

2010-01-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna jinx it and all but I think I feel a lot better now, in fact everything is going fine with me and I'm pretty contented with my life now. (Totally jinx that up by saying it) Anyway, starting to get the groove of an art teacher. I sorta know what to say and what to expect from them. Yet I do not want to underestimate what the kids have in stores for me. They are so unpredictable but, sorta expected them to screw things up and I've gotta be stern. This week of Thurs and Fri classes were a lot better than last week's cause the kids opened up to me and chatted/played with me (in that case, not ignoring me anymore). I hope we could get along well. :) 1st week of class was fine with me. Happy to see my awesome classmates again :)

I was so traumatized by the dragon boat tragedy. 5 students and 1 teacher were victims of a sad sad tragedy that no one would ever expected to happen. No one would ever thought such an event would take away so many precious lives. Yea, I said it once and I'll say it 10000x again, life's damn short. I couldn't go to bed for days cause I've been so worried about death. And how life could be swallowed by such tinee tiny accidents. It might be the fault of others or it might be your carelessness. It might make you regret for the rest of your life if someone you cared passed away. You would be thinking why didn't I treat them better, why why why. And I still am worried. I once read an article that said it is foolish to fear death as you do not understand what does death holds. Or something like that. It was deep yet now I've realized it was true. Death might be dark and lonely, or it might be the best thing that will ever ever happen to you. So why waste time fearing it as you should live your life to the fullest so you wouldn't regret. It depends on your religion and belief. Hold strong to it people :) We will survive. ''Whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.'' - This is what I remind myself from day to day. So I would go to bed peacefully.

I wanna thank God that I am still alive. :) :) :)

Love y'all. Peacezzzout.

Seven : Thanatophobia

2010-01-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

It sucks

Six : Clumzy

2010-01-16T16:34:00.001+08:00

I've gotta say this is one hell'a suffericious painful week.

Went facial (When they press my pores, I could have pooped in my pants), head-bump straight on my brown wall, door slamed on my poor shoulder (TWICE), biggest zit evaaaaaa on my forehead. Long story, guys. I can't explain how did it hurt but I swear it HURTS alot. And, all of those incidents left me a little souvenir. Colourful bruises and bumps everywhere. Dayum it's gross. I'm a mutant butterfly. Rawr. I hate butterflies. Yuck.

Alaskan Malamute! So adorable!

Well anyway, to the people that knows me. HAH! I've lasted one week on my job :). Didn't quit but I did and will complain. Haha. My boss totally blurred me out when she started talking about cats and dogs in space. Right. Kids are crazy. They are little monsters under your bed that haunts you every night. They are clumsy, they are... Oh gosh. I dislike working with kids.

First of all, they do not understand you. Whatever you say you must change your vocab and stuff into their level. (Me england has at least higher thans kindys okey). When they don't understand whatever you are trying to say, they stare in mid space and, my boss starts kickin' my ass. jokes. But you know, it just seems like I'm not doing my job when the kid don't get you.

Secondly, they will do whatever they want. They could mix blue with orange for the sun, yellow on yellow? And my boss would be all 'AIYAAHHH'. Again, seems like I'm not doing my job. They are fast at screwing things up too.

Thirdly, they are so so clumsy they make messes wherever they go and we had to clean after them. Which sucks big time especially when there are a lot of kids cause when they don't know what to do next, either they make another huge mess, or they stare into space. Which also seems that I'm not doing my job cause I wasn't keeping an eye on them.

Through the whole process of teaching a kid, I am in the total lost. I really have no clue how to teach or handle them. Blasted kids. Oh and one more thing that I hate most, some of them IGNOREs you.

Huhuhu. All of a sudden, I have the need to shop. And my obsession towards online shopping is raging back. I used to like shop a lot online without even weighing out the money I've got. It was a really bad situation so I had to stop buying stuff. Yet, it's so tempting. Shopping is always tempting, no? I only earn for now maybe at the max 200 per month and I would be spending double or triple of that amount.

Bad bad bad.

KENNETH LEE IF YOU'RE READING THIS, you still owe me 90210!

Five : Goodbye

2010-01-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

Reminding myself to sleep early but can't get my hands off the keyboard. I'll update something short :)

Florence is leaving us for Perth soon.

:) God bless you and may you be safe always!

Stay pretty and gilak!

My boy's going to KL next month. He'll be away for a very long time. :(

Everyone's leaving. How sad is that!

Four : Avatar

2010-01-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

Yes, the blue one. No! Not the whole thang! If you follow my blog, you would know that I'm such big fans of Avatar, the last Airbender. Not the weird fantasy land dudes. Well, I haven't watch that yet so yeah, I'm on a pre-fan phase. Anyway, I just found out they are releasing a real-life movie! So so excited. Can't wait to watch it. Avatarrr AVATARRRRRRR LAST AIR BENDERRR!! YAHH. Gonna find bald guys and draw blue arrows on their heads!!! YEAHHHHH!!! Imma do that now!!!!

Meanwhile, first day of work was pretty interesting and new to me. I've never been put into such situation. Cause I've never taught kids how to draw before. Everyone has different ways and styles of colouring and drawing. And I sorta taught the kids my way but it was actually different from their syllables. So the other teachers would tell the kids like: ''Hey why did you colour that first! It's wrong!'' I would be standing next to the kid feeling oh so guilty. Haha. My boss' a neat and tidy person, which I could say we are total opposites. Haha. So I guess I would be a handful to her. HAHA. Pity pity. Oh and I kept giving the kids wrong information and stuff, which totally screwed up their minds. Haha. I'm sucha joke.

I have work to do at home. :( Colouring cardboard vases. It feels so kindy again. (It ain't easy - It can't be too mature nor too simple. Tough!) But I had to draw and colour everything perrrfectly. With crayons! Yeah, I know. Seems impossible right? Okay, maybe it is really possible. But I'm a messy person :( She'll totally go oh-my-gosh-when-did-I-hire-an-idot. And I'll go like last week? Haha. shits I'm lame. Totally got the whole Frankenstein's gonna eat up Fairyworld theme going on. Yeahhh. Rock on.

Preview pic of Taipei zoo!

This is me and my brother with the panda. nyahahaha. Looked real huh!

:P (I look like I need a lot of sleep. Which I do)

He said he hates you. Unless you scratch his back of course. And feed him bamboo, clean his shit, play him songs, wash his car.

Maybe next time I'll show you Bei Bei the panda. I totally named it when I was there ;)

Gotta stop saying - totally.

Three : Strawberries

2010-01-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

Oh yippie ya ya yay :) I've finally gotten my Origin masks! I've heard miracles about the Charcoal one and also of the DrinkUp, can't wait to see how it goes. I don't have great skin and I don't expect to have perfect skin cause I believe that you are only born like that, you can't really achieve that. Yeah yeah, life's unfair. See those baby soft skin koreans have, envy the shit outta me. Anyway, I've always have problems with blackheads and whiteheads (google them if you don't understand the terms) it's been bugging me every since they've popped out like strawberries.

Tried out a lot of remedies. Trust me, I've tried a lot of ways. The strips, the manual pressings, the scrubbing, the exfoliating, the homemade and bought masks etc etc.

Okay here's the thing, the strips which was the Biore blackhead remover strips, which you stick it on your nose and peel it off afterwards, it was pretty neat cause you could actually see the blackheads coming off, and I got the one in black, so it was wayyy cooler, but then it grows back like wild rabbits later while. Sucks big time right? And it hurts your pores cause when you peel it off it actually peels off your skin too. I have tons of experience that my skin got really bruised afterwards, the skin totally came off and few days later I have this hideous scalp growing on my nose. I looked like a mouse! Don't laugh, it will happen to you some day. Well, I'll give some BOD to it, maybe my nose was too dry so yeah. Shit happens.

Another one I've tried was pressing my pores with tissuepaper-wrapped fingers so the blackheads would come off. (Use a tissue paper, you don't want your germy fingers infecting your pores) I would suggest to leave this task to an expert (Unless you learn the right way to squeeze it). You need to have like some sort of technique to pressure the pore so that the blackheads could be squeezed out. If you don't do it the right way, your pores will be bruised and, same thing, hideous scalp! Why does this shit always happen on me. Screw it. So be careful to be gentle and not to harsh on your fragile skin. Don't kill it. And my mom also bought me a metal blackhead extractor. That worked way better for me. But I now only use this method for those huge blackhead and whitehead. Thanks to those scalpy incidents :(

Exfoliating totally helps to soften the blackheads and whiteheads making it easier to remove! But scrub your face gently. Don't scrub it like you are scrubbing the toilet. I exfoliate my face once every two days. I've read and they said not to scrub everyday as that might hurt your pores. So yeah, whatever you read on the internet is totally true. ;) right... haha! And exfoliating your face is a must! Cause you need to remove your dead cells so the new ones can be regenerated. :) St. Ives' apricot scrub is awesome. 5 stars!! Lol.

Okayyyy... Michelle Phan has awesome videos of homemade facial masks. I found the aspirin and egg white masks were huge hits so I tried it out. I don't know really, I don't see any difference to my skin. And the aspirin sorta agitated my skin a little. I don't know why. :(

Then came this The Face Shop's Green Tea blackhead remover (Don't let the photo fool you, it's a very tiny bottle). I don't find this effective at all. I tried to believe that it works. But, it doesn't. :( My blackheads are too stubborn I suppose. It's white and thick you apply it on your nose area, then after a while, you rub it off which comes off like erase dusts. Boohoo it sounds so cool but the blackheads were still there.

So then I tried out this enzyme mask from Etude house. The first time worked wonders for me, it is a white liquid and you apply it on your face, till it gets sticky you rub it off and it comes off like eraser dust too and it removes your dead skin, dirt and oil from the skin. This was a lot milder than The face shop's green tea one. My skin was sooooo soft and my blackheads were visibly removed. Then when the next time I used it, it made my skin really oily. I don't know what went wrong. But for my sis, it works every time for her and it's a great mask for her. So maybe it differs for each individual. Yet I still think it's a great exfoliator. :) Wait for the sales it would be 50% off.

I don't know why suddenly I am giving reviews. So I just thought of sharing what works and what doesn't. But yeah, don't bash me for that cause it might work for you but doesn't work on me. Everyone's skin is different, yes?

I really really hope the origin one would greatly help reduce my blackheads and whiteheads. :P

Okay, will update the taiwan soon soon. I promise. Hahaha!

First day of work tomorrow. Wish me luck you guys!

Two : Hobo

2010-01-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

I changed my blog colour. I thought it should deserve more optimism, brightyism. right.

Classes postponed. I feel really bumped cause I was looking forward to the acrylic painting I've never tried that before so I thought it would be uber fun. I have to wait another week again. :( So at the mean time, I decided to find a job. Short of cash right now so I had to, I might whine about how I couldn't finish my assignments later but, I find this to be a challenge, I prayed and got the job so I believe God has a plan and maybe He's tryin' to make me a stronger individual. :) Amen? Haha. Oh and my principal used to work at KFC and he could even pass up extra assignments so I feel like it's totally possible. Please pray that I don't get lazy! Cause I sorta stuffed all my free time with other classes and work. So once I do get lazy, I'm so doomed. No, I'm not dumb :(

I tried curling my hair today. It went ok, I didnt burn my scalp, nor my ear. Which is pretty good progress. Tho I look so like my mom with curled hair. I'd better stick with my straight hair I suppose. Haha!

Ok, I know you wanna know what's my new years resolution.

:) Yea, I knew it.

1. Sleep early every night.

2. Eat breakfast (Yeah, I don't consume anything in the morning. I should have)

3. Recycle recycle recycle (2012 noooooooo.. I wont let that happpeeenn)

4. Drink lotsa water

5. Finish what I've started. (不能再半途而廢了！)

6. Save money. (People that know me, ya know what I'm sayin ;) )

7. Learn to say no.

8. Read the bible everyday

9. Do chores, no slacking

10. Draw draw draw!

Yah, it's boring but these are the main ones I really wanna achieve. :)

The rest... Well, they look more like a shopping list rather than that.

Khalil Fong is such a great singer. Love love him. Soulboy :D :D

I have yet to edit the photos from my Taiwan trip. Be patient people. :P

huhuhu!

One: 2010

2010-01-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

:) Like that, smack that, shake it like that.

2009 had been one of the weirdest year in my life. Come to think of it every year gets weirder and weirder. Yeah, weird. Turbulence of challenges hits me like a ninja kungfu tsunami. After graduating from high school last year, I enrolled myself in KDU college for Graphic Design. Then I quit after 1st sem. So I worked for a while in ElMondo (It was a bitter experience mostly), then worked at Kumon (This was way better). The One Academy finally opened up in Penang so here I am now doing my course in -I still do not know what- in TOA :) This was the highlight of my year in 2009. Well, the main challenge for this year was actually deciding which course I would wanna pursue in? I was hesitating among, 3D animation, illustration or should I stick with Advertising Design? I really need more advice on this matter. I don't wanna step into the wrong path again. No more time to regret. 2012 is approaching silently. (Yes, I do believe in the bullshit of the world is ending. Sometimes...) But currently I am really interested in animation (Thanks to Upin&Ipin!). But I feel that I am better in Advertising Design. Still, I have not tried out animation yet. So... Tough decision.

My hair had been kept short during 2009. Maybe it's time for a new hairstyle for this new year :D

Oh, the other highlight of my 2009 was... The first time I've stepped out of Malaysia. And also the first time I've went Taiwan. I totally love taiwan except for the uber cold weather. Fell sick on the last day I was there. Altho it was just a short trip, but we went a lot of places. God blessed my family so so much that's why this trip was so worth it. We've met nice and kind people that helped us so much throughout the whole trip. Thank you Lord :)

Okay, Part1 of Fun Taiwan!

第一天

Penang International Airport!

Loading my passporto~ This was actually my first experience. Super exciting.

Yea, can you see the joy.. Maybe not from this angle tho. haha

Waiting to board!

That's our big plane ride!!! China Airlines babeh!!!

Flight ticket to Taiwan

Sister. Don't know what kinda sohai face is that. haha!

Walking in

The oh so beauuuutiful air-hostess :)

Everything was great about China Airlines except for the food! It tastes horrible @_@

Me and my sis. We were watching movies throughout the whole journey. Band Slam!

Snowflakes. haha! It was -57degrees up there! Well, it says on the screen~

The sunset :) Slowly reaching Taiwan. It was sucha pretty sight.

Navigation! Super duper exciting as we are touching down soon. haha~

I've never been on planes as high tech as this. yea, I'm lame...

Immigration

Our first meal there! There's Fried rice (I freaking love their fried rice!!!! Especially their prawns!), Fried beehoon and huge meat balls.

That's the largest meat ball I have ever eaten.

第二天

Love love love their 7-11! Everything you need!

Taiwan's driver's seat is on the left. awkwardnya!

That's Mr. Tan, the one driving. He had been so nice to us! And brought us places to play, and belanja us makan main the whole day.

My mom didnt have to pay anything! huhu!

檳榔辣妹！

The weather was cold, so there were just a few.

Come during the summer and there will be bikini babes selling 'em. haha!

Their highway views are so nice!

This was the 九九鋒.

99peaks~

hehe

檳榔啊！好多！

local farming by the town!

The streets! Very different from Malaysia.

This is what's the place is called. We were on the way to 九族村

Which is here! haha! The entrance fee was really costly :(

Aku punya keluarga~

Really pretty scenery and architecture!

me and me sis

Sakura babeh! This was the only surviving one left on the tree. Cause winter is coming.

tangkap gambar ni!

soooo nice lah the treessss

Posers... HAHA

Time to eat!

Too much for just 5 people :( We can't finish it. And we stuffed ourselves into chipmunks.

Entrance

Futureland. Or something. Didn't go in tho.

Pretty mummy

Maya Village

We had to go to the top then slowly walk down.

we went up by cable car first of course. We're not dumb. haha

HAHA stuck in the phonebooth

Another sakura~ This one was at the top of the hill.

In one of the houses

look at the vibrant colours wei!! So pretttyyyy

mock mock mocking bird

Shiba inu! I love this breed :D

You don't see this in Malaysia!

Dancing hall

They are short. wakakakkaa.

like seriously =.=

MAYAT NI!!!!

tipu aje la..

Their local leng lui

whuuuuwhoaaa. drown drown..

haha. I'm not Jesus. LOL

did I trick you? haha!

Cute taiwan ah pek!

local sculpture

The pathway

Has anyone seen the movie 13 ghost? This reminds me of that movie. haha!

Well, this is when we left the jiu zu cun.

Before that there was a theme park we played and stuff.

The pirate ship thingie gave me a superb huge headache.

It's so freakin scary ok!!! Tho it was a.. good experience. haha!

Didn't take pics at tht moment cause, we were too busy having rides.

So now we proceed to the lake!

Sun Moon Lake it's called :)

( hehe. sorry lah I simply stitch the photo together)

will be continued...

Day 3 in the next post!

Do check out the next time. hehehe~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

# 160 Frankly speaking...

2009-08-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

''I do not believe in prodigies!'' , well, I wished I don't too. But somehow I felt some people are taking it easier than me. Or maybe I just didn't know the story behind them.

Art foundation had begun since July. I wasn't really aware of the importance that was deeply embedded in these subjects (Figure drawing 1 and Drawing 1). I thought it was just merely practicing and testing our standards. But oh how wrong I was. These are the basic, foundation, prime and core subjects that will determine how successful or how good we can be in the future. If I don't work hard now, I wouldn't be able to reach what I was yearning for.

I've always wanted to draw and paint out my thoughts. It was tough for me to interpret them and translate my thoughts and imaginations on paper into beautiful art pieces, they just came out simple doodles. It depresses me a lot to see how hard it was for me to even capture my own thoughts.

Definitely I was determine that I love art and art was in my blood since I was a little child. Ok, I was being dramatic. I had tons of doubts after I graduated from high school. I signed up for Graphic design as soon as I got out, but, the college I was at didn't make me feel like I was in the right path. It just felt so wrong. I have my reasons for saying that but I won't list them all here. Then I started to wonder, was art really my 'thing'? Was I meant to chose the path of creativity? It bugged me a lot. So I quit after my first semester. It was a tough choice but I just felt like I had to. At this period of time, I've thought of taking accounting, business, and so on. That felt even wrong! Accounting? What was I even thinking. I hated math. I hated numbers. Then, The One Academy came into consideration. I've heard so much about it but, I wasn't sure whether I am able to entrust all my hopes into this art school. I didn't want to make the wrong choice again! But, thank God, I've decided to join The One Academy.

Lie Qi's Mannequin drawing! So greek right! Awesome!!!!

At this point, I cannot say how will it impact me in my life in the future but till now, I have learned so much and benefit so so so very much from it. I did things that my hands had never thought I was able to do before. I drew portraits! I have never ever done that before until I was here! I know my drawing sucked but at least they looked human! Observation is really important. And they have taught us to observe every single detail, curving point, value, shape and proportion. I have classmates that drew so well that they looked nearly like photos. They are awesome! I really do envy a lot. No matter how hard I've tried, I still couldn't get what they have. Though everyone's improving, I hope so am I. My lecturers have been great. I really wanna thank CC, LipWei and Mr. Leong for the guidance cause I've found out that I've been comfortable drawing better and faster after they have inputted their knowledge for us to learn. Not to forget Kathy for the lunches! Haha! Everyone has different perspectives on how they view and observe an object, a person, an animal and so on. Analyzing them differs from one to another too. And I believe although everyone has different styles of drawing but all of them are great art pieces because they have put so much effort and emotions into it. We definitely had lotsa fun during class. ;)

Mr. Tat Sun also said that there is no time for dating now. And I totally agree to that. Well I know I was in a relationship before and I'll missed those sweet lovely moments when someone loves you, and you loved him back, and both were happy, yada yada all that romantic stuff but now all I wanted to do was to get better in my drawing. I know I am not doing so well and I really wanna excel, I just hope I don't back out the last minute and laze around. I am really inspired by Mr. Tat Sun's talk today and that is why I am blogging about this and I rarely type so many words for a blog post. But anyway, I was saying, I wanna improve and it's tough if my time had been occupied by other stuffs. I like boys but, it's just not the right time to be involved now. Yea, I sound like some bitch.

Passion and attitude play such important roles to reach our goals. If you don't have the passion, you can't be able to get through struggles and problems that we will face. What Mr. Tat Sun said was really inspiring and true.

I will TRY to be more hardworking kay! :D I promise!

Hmm. I hope I can do that. I'm sucha lazy girl. I've gotta change my attitude.

So yeah. these two months have been really great. :) Can't wait for the next class! :D Haha...

peace out yo!

~cheryl ng

# 159　ポケットモンスター♥

2009-08-06T03:26:00.000+08:00

TheOneAcademy is great! 大好き！I love my new friends, they are just as crazy as I am :D

I am blessed to have such great people surrounding me wherever I go,

good influence, awesome support, jollyolly situations all the time.

I've never felt this alive! :D :D

皆さんどもありがとうございます！

Although I do have tons and tons of homework but this is really worth it.

And I hope I'll remember this always.

I'm sorta really forgetful =\

then I'll start complaining again. boohuu.

So, other than that, I wanna apologize for being so dam busy with my work

and I didn't have much time for my friends. So sorry babes and dudes.

I do miss you guys, so very very much ;(

我哋之間嘅感覺已經唔存在啦。好奇怪。。好好嘅一段感情都噉難保持, 噉就無喲。要返轉頭再珍惜已經太遲。。其實自己都黐線嘅。。一陣間就會變主意。呢條路，要唔要再行落去咧？我真嘅唔知點算好。

~cherylNGピカピカ

# 158

2009-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

I find it easier posting pics in my facebook rather than blogging it out cause the photos in my blog take a long time to load.

So yea... I sorta update my facebook instead of my blog now.

I love my babes!

oh and btw, I've been living great. Thanks for the concern everyone :D

~cherylng

# 157 EPIC

2009-05-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

I have no idea how much i could deal with this. you know, i just think that life's too short for me to be lazing around watching gossip girl and 90210 for the whole day. I am a loser. what I do is 3pm would be the time i wake up.. I eat, I bathe, I watch shows, then I'll eat again then it'll be sleeping time around 3 or 4 am. Why? cause I'm a no lifer. I think too much, being closed up at home. this confine space ain't doin good to my emotions. there's this whole drama going on, which most prolly i was the one stirring things up. oh dear, i think im gonna get my ears pierced tomorrow. no biggie i know but, i sorta got them twice already and it didnt remain that long. it sucks, my ear lobes practically puked the metal pieces out. eat my crap. and... someone please bring me out. hmm hmm hmm.. my mom had been sick these few days. i think lots of people had been gettin those flu and stuff, so get well soon peeps. ahh.. talk about love, it's crazy. i got myself into this mess thinking now i could get out of it, but i can't. love is obsessive no? haha. i've been staring at my phone like every 5 minutes. thankGod for Ethan(90210) and Nate(GG) i was distracted. so it toook like every 5.5 minutes to check my phone. I was the one creating all those shit so well i sorta needa take responsibility of my words. so i'm gonna stick up to it. no more contacting that jackass. hmmm.. i am craving for high heels, high waist skirts, belts, hairbands now. and i really missed my long hair. dayum i was young and stupid to cut my hair. wait. i just happened to chop them off recently. crap. I'm on rebound mode now. guys just stay away from me. and i'm only interested in tallllllll, muscular, and handsome man.. well, just look at nate's photo and that's the guy i want. come on, i was just joking. i'm a good girl. i dont like boys. yucks. POKEMON is awesomest. Gim, you owe me gameboy. haha. jk you don't owe me, you're sucha nice person to lend it. :)

I'm whinny but anyway thats my blog and that's what i'll do.

oh and silver from 90210 is so katy perry-ish. love her.

Oh and WHO CALLED ME? I swear someone rang me! come on, just freakin' wait till I answer dude. chicken out on me.. i need someone to talk to :(

~cherylng

# 156 Tom Hanks

2009-05-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks BABE for the Elmo Balloon! I totally love it!!

Angels and Demons! It's sucha wonderful movie!
I really felt like going Rome now!!!!
The architecture it's simply amazing.. :D
the movie was definitely worth the wait! :D :D :D
Tom Hanks!!! Dayum he rocks

Neways, the movie kept me thinking, people with awesome scientific intellect always getta do all those cool stuffs..
Be involved in top secret experiments.. Solve cases...
Invent what crap proton-based energy bomb thinga?!
That's effin hardcore dude.
but a... not really sure whether it happens real life.
Galileo? He's awesome too. Crazy science peeps. :( so envious. lalala!

Nevermind that, I've got Leornado to back me up.
I'll bet Artsy fartsy people get to do freakinouttaspaceawesome stuffs too :)
cause we get to screw up those intellects make them figure out the mysteries that lies within art pieces. TEEHEE!
man.. I watch too many movies. uck...

I feel so confused now. I thought I was loved. I just felt something was going on. It was all an illusion. I just don't wanna face reality I guess. I felt like a little girl hiding away from fear. but now no one will protect me. my angel became the fear itself. stimmm...
Well, clearly, he wasn't the angel God sent to me. wtf XD.. so lame whee.

Poco poco pocooyoooo!
~cherylng

# 155 Top 10 Most Gorgeous Women

2009-05-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating =\

I've been working, eating, and poo-ing.

Oh and I went Langkawi with SoonChern, EeTing, JayMoy, YeongLing and IsaacTan!

It was so so so nice:) love them people!

Anyways, I'll just proceed to my post.

There are always people you look up to in life.

No matter in what perspective,

you'll have someone to inspire you in many ways.

So, I've got the list of the top 10 most gorgeous women in my life that inspires me the most (for now)

WOMEN NO.1

Katy Perry (Musician, American)

WOMEN NO.2

Taylor Swift (Musician, American)

WOMEN NO.3

Lena Fujii (Model, JapanesexAmerican)

WOMEN NO.4

AngelaBaby (Model, Chinese-hongkongxGerman)

WOMEN NO.5

Song Hye Kyo (Actress, Korean)

WOMEN NO.6

Marie Digby (Musician, IrishxJapanese from America)

WOMEN NO.7

Goo Hye Sun (Actress, Korean)

WOMEN NO.8

Yoon Eun Hye (Actress, Korean)

WOMEN NO.9

Rihanna (Musician, American)

WOMEN NO.10

MY MOTHER (Mother, Malaysian)

No photos cause she's too gorgeous later you all nose bleed lah.

Well these people are just the best :) Made me glad that I'm a female. teeheee :D

Happy Mother's Day everyone!!! @>-

~cherylng

# 154 얗!!

2009-04-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

I've hung out at KL for three days and it was awesome.

Although it was quite a rush but really fulfilling. hehe.

Bought dresses and they were really cheap (thx siokai) and I bought that white Tee that I've wanted,

hello kitty keychain and.. Etude house's Kissful Tint Chou! wheee!

I LOVE ETUDE HOUSE!

love the packaging (cute cute cute),

love the product (it's pretty natural),

love Go Ara (such pretty eyes!),

and definitely love JunPyo *coughs* I mean Lee MinHo. ( I still prefer KimBeom tho!)

Etude house is just perfect.

Thank God they have it in Penang now!

(hearts hearts hearts)

ok show review ahead, skip this if you want. I hate you...

About Korean, two weeks ago I've finished my Khotboda Namja (Boys over Flower),

It was a really interesting drama but..

The beginning part was totally interesting,

after that there were boring moments..

yet I love how JunPyo is so sweet.

YiJeong is still my fav <3>

JiHoo sunbae was really cool too. smokin' hot.

But JanDi is too obsessed over JunPyo to notice how nice and thoughtful JiHoo was.. :(

it's ok JiHoo, I still want you if JanDi doesn't!

JanDi is sucha cutieeee!!! She's soooo pretty and hyper. haha. love her personality.

Goo Hye Sun (The real thang) I'll bet she's just like JanDi too but less agressive I guess. lmao.

I feel like a lamer to be doing reviews on shows but, I'm just diggin' this so much. :D :D :D

I'm really hungry now.

sayonara dudes.

~cherylng

# 153 Corona yums

2009-04-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

We can have all the 'us' time we want,

no others *emphasizes on the others*- no hugging Other Person ;) but just each other,

no influences,

just pure us,

there might be a slight hope that things would be different,

but the harsh truth is,

it never will change.

yea, I CAN sound deep and serious :D

~cherylng

# 152

2009-04-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Soon Chern!

18 liao lo....

big boy ah!

^_^

~cherylng

# 151 choose your pick

2009-03-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

Multimedia or advertising design?

Digital or film?

Cardigan or hoodie?

stilettos or vans?

handbags or backpacks?

work or sleep?

long fringe or bangs?

Buy or not to buy?

Lovers or friends?

God or Temptations?

Not easy..

So many decisions.

So little time.

~cherylng

# 150 YiLin's going Sabah!

2009-03-22T18:12:00.003+08:00

Dear YiLin's going Sabah for mission trip!

Although sometimes I don't even hear from her for weeks.

I'm used to missing her a lot but,

this time she's going way far from Penang!

YiLin hun we are going to miss you!

lol..

Anyways, I pray that you and your team will spread the gospel,

Save lives,

Glorify Jesus!

Additional photo to our 'fake smiles' collection ;) LMAO

For those who haven't seen me ugly and fat,

this is freakin' scarily hilarious.

~cherylng

# 149 overboard

2009-03-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

I wish i was a genuine photographer.

the person that captures life.

My passion faded along the way.

I yearn to seek for what that has been gone.

The enthusiasm and love that used to exist.

There're tons of photographers out there.

I don't wanna be blended in, merely a person with a camera that takes photos.

I wanna be a photographer that gives impact to lives, photos that translate beautiful messages.

It's really tough.

I wish I won't give up tryin.

I just wish.

I lost interest. most of the stuff.

I don't do it anymore.

It's sickening.

I don't wanna be dull.

Art was my lifestyle.

Since I've lost it,

life wasn't the same anymore.

I'm livin in a blackhole.

Sucked up, dispersing into nothing.

ugh.

~cheryl

# 148 Babi gambar

2009-03-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

Adeline inspired me to post this. :) thanks ade.

****

Paternal granmama. :) I don't really know her tho. She left before I could remember anything.

But I know she loved me :D :D :D

ME AND MY COUZZIE. Justin you looked so funny here.. in a cute way. haha!

My siao poh-ness(craziness) has started to show.

Yes, purple is still my favourite.

looked abit alien-ish.

moved to KL. Don't know how old I was in this pic tho.

;)

im one pampered kid.

that's all I suppose. The rest are for the eyes of my family and husband. :D

haha.

doing this just for fun.

Don't bash me about my boy-ish looks.

~cherylng

# 147 :D hello

2009-03-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

(I hate driving I hate driving I hate driving) xinfinity

My car is in terrible state now.

I've scratched, broke, and tortured it.

I'm so sorry, my dear dear car.

It's doing a good job tho keeping me safe although I'm sucha bad driver..

hmm.

SPM RESULTS TOMORROW!

crazy crazy crazy!

oh and welcome back survivors of NS :D:D:D so proud of you guys!

Good luck to the 2nd batch! esp alicia tan! love you!

~cherylng

# 146

2009-02-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

I know, I have shitty tiles.

~cherylng

# 145 in love.

2009-01-31T13:35:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year had been fun!

Spent a lot of time with my cousins.

During the whole CNY we have been doing alot of

Eating, went Gurney, mahjonging, more mahjong, siam ban lak, mahjong again, black jack, mahjong till 3AM.

It was awesome.

But I didn't get any chance to meet up with my friends.

And college is starting soon!

Oh so so so very soon!

And I haven't touch any of my assignments yet.

Last minute work for me again!!

I feel really great right now.

I know it's silly but I felt in love again.

^____^

Elvin,

I would love to express my feelings towards your handsome face.

I have a tiny harmless crush on you. *blushes*

AHHH!!!

Elvin Ng!!! :D I don't care that we have the same surname.

Look at his face! Isn't he dreamy? Awwww! I couldn't stand that girl next to him, so I canceled her off. :) hahahaa...

~cherylng

# 144 Kiss and run?!

2009-01-26T11:17:00.000+08:00

I've prolly promised a thousandth times I shalt not be emo. But now I'm pretty twisted up with all sorts of emotions. I couldn't really say I was in a relationship. Everything happened in sucha blur. I didn't even know how it started. It was sweet and lovely. But when it slowly crept up to the highest point of what we are able to express towards each other, it tumbled down real badly. Then throughout the whole thing, it's ups and downs. The downs lasted longer than the ups. :( I was tore up to pieces every single time. I can say he IS not the best guy ever. But I've really liked him.

* :)

I'm going to concentrate more on my studies now. And makin' some cash. Haha.

I need time to take away all these from me. It was too heartwrenching. I need to feel fab again.

like KIMORA!

FABULOSITY! xoxo

~cherylng:)

# 143

2009-01-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

*click to enlarge* I love my webcam :)

College's tough.

Lots of assignment and they're pretty tedious.

Cut paste draw.

ahhh.

And I'm sooooo bad in drawing!!

I suppose all my college mates are really good in drawing and stuff..

I've even seen their work.

Unbelievable... They are soo nice!

I couldn't even draw a decent smiley face! :(

Trying to update my 365 as often as possible..

I've been caught up with my college work that I didn't have the time to update. :(:( *yearight*

I'll update next time!

~cherylng

#142 Good Bye 2008!

2009-01-03T01:18:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

I haven't done my new year reso yet.

I doubt I'll try to fulfill anyone of 'um anyways.

BTW, I've created a new blog: http://www.3three6six5five.blogspot.com

It's my 365 photojournal! So basically, I post a photo everyday.

A something little to show what I've been doing.. or feeling.. or dealing.

:) I hope that'll make my life a little more meaningful!

It's a shared blog! Shi Loong joined along too~

haha!

There's been a lot in my mind lately.

College is starting next Monday.

I'm really really nervous.

I would have throw up real bad on that day.

I always get those kinda gross feeling running up my throat every time I'm nervous.

I get nervous easily actually...

Public speaking,

dates,

around gorgeous guys (yea, if I said I'm gonna throw up when I see your face, it simply means you're gorgeous, honey)

Oh... I don't know what future this course would hold for me.

I hope I signed up into the right path- right college, right course, right people.

And...

In another hand..

I've been quite emotional lately.

I'm really bad at handling feelings and relationships.

I don't know what to do when things go bad.

And I'm a sucka for sweet words.

I've been held back so many times just because.

I shouldn't be so softhearted. It sucks.

Maybe I'm too serious? ha!

To me... liking someone, it's the sweetest, loveliest feeling ever.. I cherish that so much.

It could be bitter and sad at the same time though.

It's sweet and lovely when the guy cares for you too, the same way you felt for him, or more.

It's sad when... everything went the wrong way, feelings faded, distracted...

The absence of respect or appreciation for one another.

Thought matters a lot.

Don't take things for granted people.

:) I hate cowards. Although I'm one myself.

I've been trying to avoid the reality that had been thrown on me.

I didn't know things would move at at such pace.

:):) UR SO GAY!

Blessed New Year everyone!

xoxo

~cherylng

#141

2008-12-30T20:24:00.001+08:00

又一年要過去了！

時間真的不會為任何人停下腳步

這一年挺不錯的

去年都沒甚麼事情發生認識的人也不多總是默默地坐在一旁好無聊！

2008年開始就變得開放一點

也認識了許多好人＊無聊人呵呵開玩笑＊！

那些好友都対我非常好真的很感激上帝把你們帶來了我的身旁！

跟你們在一起時有趣的事也常發生把我這段人生加了許多彩色和意義。

雖然有時都會發生一些誤會但最後也會和好的

在我生活12年的那塊回憶重重的地方我也沒忘記那些老友

永遠都那麼的想念你們！

很抱歉有時回去哪兒都沒時間見你們！

想起以前的我應該很幼稚吧想法也还沒這麼成熟。

來到了檳城變了少許

雖然有時我还會做那些幼稚的東西但希望你們別介意：）

我們永遠都是正在長大的慢慢地變得成熟

忽然發現自己是幸福的朋友都沒拋棄我這個懶蟲！

还有的是我要感謝那些好人

有了你們漸漸的變得更加有自信也得了許多的幫助

Jocelyn, Nicole, Karen, YiLin, XuJen, SiokAi, GimChuan, EnLin, Fernglin, JianWei, SoonChern 等等多謝了 ^_^

華文又退步了失敗失敗！

~cherylng

# 140 Blessed Christmas!

2008-12-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

2008 is coming to an end!

Oh gosh... And college is starting soon :(...

I'm a bit nervous about stepping into a new environment.

I'm not really good at making new friends. :( :( :(

Anyways, Today is Christmas everyone!!!

Have a great jolly olly day!

I've been through a lot this year.

New experiences..

new friends...

new new new.

2008 has been REALLY GREAT :D.

I've realized trust is really important between friends and relationships.

Appreciation too!

hmmm...

(playing with cam sama bro, nose strip is fun)

God bless ya'll!!!!

Love you guys :P

Sorry for not updating my blog ah.

oh..

and I'm craving for 'Oh Ah Jian'!

~cherylng

# 139 Please Pray for Quah Lyn Si

2008-12-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

Be STRONG Lyn Si...
I know you're a really tough chick.
You can definitely go through all these obstacles.
GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU.
remember that.
you have a bunch of friends to rely on..
we'll always pray and care for you.
and you have a great family.
FIGHT leukemia!
KICK THEIR ASS!
:D
Stay as cheerful as you were, Lyn Si.
That's the best thing about you. <3

People, please pray for Quah Lyn Si as she has been diagnosed with leukemia.

~cherylng

# 138 Life after SPM

2008-12-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

The hall of doom

I am so dead bored at home!
I'm gonna take my driving test as soon as possible.
I don't wanna be stuck at home anymoreeeee...
Please drive me out!!!!!
And any mahjong kaki, please bring mahjong set and visit me :D... I buka door besar besar buat lu.

I sorta got lazy to update my blog.
Sorry~

I got consolation prize for that NECED book cover design..
I'm sucha loser.
my first prize ever throughout my whole school life.
Thank God I got one before leaving school!
dam...

Ok, some pics from the last day of school!

Nicole, ever ready to pose for the camera..

yilin another one...

annual crying ceremony. lmao.

Nicole, me, Nadia
The people in charge of our class.
No wonder our class was...... hehehe... jk nicole...

YEOH MEIJIE my SAYANG... LOL

Dam, Karen why u so tall?

5Terampil school toilet..
Our jamban

The crazy bunch.

Pee fest

You know we're so cool. ;)

you all are really great friends.
Thank you sooo sooo much you guys!

Well, right after spm we went Gurney.
The new wing was abit dull..
But now Parkson has benefit and anna sui. FINALLY!

I have no Idea what OBAKONG means...

then we went Simone's house party.
The hostess herself... and... 'SOMEONE' at the back..
;) ;) ;)

The boys trying to... entertain? lol..
When you put 5Terampil and 5Arif together...
it's abomination.
They'll talk like nobadi's business

lol...

got meh new fringe at extreme...

my boy got a new haircut too..
NERD.
thanks for everything hun.

lazy to blog..
see ya..

~cherylng

# 137 :D

2008-11-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Biology, Physics, and English for Science and Technology.
3 more papers...
:D :D :D
27th... ^_^ can't wait!

happy like keroppi!

~cherylng

# 136 1st week of SPM PWNED!

2008-11-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

... not really

SPM was super intense.
but I survived the 1st week :D..
two more weeks to go people!!!!
6 more papers for me.
Gah Yao lah Dai Ga!;)

迫不及待想把这一个考试结束了！！！
时间过得真快。一转眼就已经11月！
我还记得去年正在取笑别人。
但现在自己却打同一个仗。

Our school mag's out!
I'm happy with it. :DDDD
I hope everyone liked it.
the edboard put in hell lotta hard work in it.
hehe.

so yeah,
I'll be having Addmath, moral and Chemistry paper next week.
Easy peasy rice and cheesy.
(YEA RITE I WISH)

Elmo loves you

~cheryl

# 135 Last post, I promise :( fingers crossed

2008-11-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

Ok, I've really gotta study.
but...
Hands were itchin' to blog!!!
:(
Well, since I'm on the internet, might have just blog as well, betul kan?
hehe.

1st I wanna wish the November babies!
Jeremy!
EeLain
Grace Siah
Tze Chui
Siew Kwan
Koay Yi Lin
Jun Liang
Joyce Lim
Siemens
Lim Yi Wern
Min Hui
Adelene
Gim Chuan
Charisma
Wen Yung
and my other friends :D
Happy Birthday,
Selamat Hari Jadi,
Shen ri kuai Le
Sang Yat Fai Lok
teehee!!

I have been doing a lot of skipping lately..
skipping school for tuition.
:D:D:D:D:D
I used to hope that I could leave soon asap!
But now, :(
I don't wanna....

Anyway,
Some pics~

my bro was holding his bolster walking around MidValley,
trying to find our hotel.
we were holding luggages too.
look like penang suah ba nia...

The Garden has their very own Gurney Drive.
Lmao.. i bet it costs 1000x more.

Cousin's Wedding!

Joined a competition at chungling private.
my page cover looked like crap compared to the others
don't know the results yet until this Sunday!
at least lah let me win a pendrive :(

ok, some pics from YiLin's not-so-glam birthday lunch!

foooood :D:D:D:D:D
makes me jolly

We didn't get her a cake so we stole her double cheese burger and stuck candles on it.

kind man who helped us light the candles. (:
bestnya service mcD

:D

after that we had to remove the wax on the bun..
sorry yilin..
hahaha... you burger look dam cacat.

dua gila pompuan :D

empat gila pompuan

tambah satu lagi.

YiLin busy replying birthday smses.

CaiYun and LamFung

CaiYun again...

Karen trying to...?

Nicole pretty lad. heheheheee...

yeah, they own mcDonald.
macam their house nia.

Removed the great sea of unfinished food.

TWO LENG LUIS..
Nicole modeling my bag ah..

^_^ K that's all!
Last day of school tomorrow..
more pics soon maybe?

~cherylng

# 136 Hamstervilles

2008-11-04T09:41:00.000+08:00

not a Gerbil

SPM's is next week.
Only have done some Sej studying...
Thanks to Mr. Chin, I'm starting to like Add Math..
I hope It's not too late yet.
Feeling a bit tensed.
But it will soon be over.
wahahahahhahahahahahaaaaaaaaa-
-hahahahaa
-hahahahahahahahaa...

lol

~cherylng

# 135 Blog I shalt not

2008-10-04T13:52:00.000+08:00

'' u gt heard of.. v al study til 17 years, just bcos of tiz exam le..''
I guess I will stop blogging/online till the major exam is gone for good!
See ya people!
xoxoxo love u guys!

GOOD LUCK PEEPS!

Yours Truly,
CherylNg
nyeknyeknyek

# 134 God is Love

2008-09-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.
Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

I would like to take this opportunity to tell you guys out there,
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
especially,
My almighty God,
My awesome family,
my absolute chun friends,

and
ELMO!
love you people so so much!!
hehehe..

~cherylng

edited 29sept: 琴晚真係好冧.覺得自己好幸福識到佢..(K)

# 133 Internet-less

2008-09-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

Having my trials now. And I don't have my internet connection... yet.....
ish...

Don't really have the time to take photos.
So here are a few.

Me and SiokAi @ KL

My cousin!!! LOVE HIM sooo much!

Come on... look at him... doesn't he melt ya heart too?!?!?!!

Sucha darling!

my bald friend (:

Thanks for the help.

Good luck in ya Trials and Examinations peeps.

peeaaacceee outtttt

~cherylng

from pei yeng

2008-09-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

trying to put on weight

" enter d you try to create new post or sumting

i forgot wad isit call d

simply update la

say i gt internet d ni update

u noe wad i duin nwadays u write down nia ler

HEHE

gt pic wan post den post

gt one icon thr cn post pic de

so gud realy wil update 4 me? " said pei yen

(so 'wu seh' sumore hehe)

# 131 Brief

2008-08-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

my internet has been down for ages... it's still the same way now.
Currently using my friend's comp to update moi blog.
so sorry!
I'll just make this post really short..

I've edited some pics... just that I did not get the chance to post them up. So...

Dental check @ school

Jocelyn's Birthday

Mr. Koay giving 'The Talk'

He was pretty pissed off. Our class can be said to be the noisiest bunch of peeps.
So... He had to set some rules for us.

Happy Belated Birthday Jocelyn! XD

My Box

Kesi Kesi lah..

Yi Lin hates me.

It was her birthday. We can't help but torture her.

Group pic in class

Bro won top 20 in Merentas Desa. (:

Happy Belated Birthday Karen Tan... i mean.. Karen Teoh..

LIM GUAN ENG.
entau ka puah si.

Had been eating a lot of McD.

TOBY!!!

Toby again.. Nicole's ShihTsu.

JuLin's BRO!!!!

:DDDDD

Shoooooo cute!

Nicole's feeling-tall moment.

REVOLUTION CONCERT!!!
wooHOO.
AWESOMENESS!!
Pastor Kenneth was really funny.

:D

soon.chern.

SAM.

Zhi Guo

ollie.. or something like that. haha

nah. Sam, your group photo.

Chung Ling basketball match.
Bird2 vs Ping Tai

Chung Ling School

@Prom
PUAN HOOI.
LOVE HER!!

Rawzana and Prom Queen - Shafina

YiLin and Nicole. siao siao wan.

Gladys and Div!

Simone looking like a princess :D

We found a mirror.. so... :P

hehehe..

me and Evon

BALIK PULAU DURIAN. AWESOME

ter-found my nametag when I was in Kindi.
hehe.
nolstalgicnya...

I'll just summarize everything...
Prom was super fun.
Get to see all my pretty friends become even prettier and hotter.
I appreciate what everyone had done for me..
Especially Jocelyn for my merit marks thingie.. hehehehe...
Love you guys!!!
oh and...
thanks for visiting my blog.
buhbye!!

(; just so u miss me.

~cherylng

# 130 No where else but Up

2008-06-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

i've moved into a new home!
weee~
it's smaller than the one I was staying but..
it's good enough for my family~

1st Elmo sticker on my window. <3 love..

It had been such a busy yet great month!
and...

I wanna thank Jesus, the one and only Almighty God, for everything!!!
and of course my friends and family too. love you guys!!!!

Blessed birthday Cheryl Ngiam!!

*on the right*
love you hun!

~cheryl

# 129

2008-06-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

ramps

met some new people today.

junliang

sam

soonchern

fell down a few times. my ass sort of hurts.
but i think my friend had it worse. paiseh...

oh and..
i've...
watched...
...
..
KUNG FU PANDA.
wachaaaaaaa.
Awesomeness

~cherylng

# 128 Tanned

2008-06-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

I torture classmates.

XuJen's birthday was on Friday and was celebrated in Gurney.. :D

ShinYe, XuJen

MeiJie straightened her hair. lololol.

pooool again.

Yesterday my school society (the nerd club *coughs*) had a trip to Perak.
it was superrr exhausting... not to mention being under the sun for the whole day i become babi bakar k!
but..still... fun fun fun~

some random museum.
so many museums i've lost counted.

it's like i've just stepped into House of Wax..
creeps me out.

ice-age calculator

brits

Charcoal Factory

Handsome Tour Guide

Rack in Charcoal Factory

ShinYe @ Mangrove forest

):
Tai

))):
Ping

))))))):
Zoo

we've got locked out from the palace.

:DDD

:DDDDDD
(yea.. i've got lazy)

=X

just now I went to And1 street ball competition at Komtar, Penang. I don't really know what's it called but it was awesome!
I'm a lamer at basketball. I just went there to take some photos and kap zai la. cheh.. jk..
they stink (body odour) so much I nearly puked. hehe jkjk
anyway... pics!

lalallalaa

shoot

Dareyno

rapping

Recording music video

All the same Jersey.
all...the...sameeee........
I know I love Elmo a lot but the redness going on there..
it's just crazy.

Waiting for turn.... performances......prizes....

Then the freestyling...
*click to enlarge*

my friend got top3 ^_^ chunted sial...

this guy didn't make it...
he was really chun you know!
but i donno why he stopped half way.

ok.. nak tidur
bye

~cherylng

# 127 June hols

2008-06-07T00:47:00.000+08:00

Biji pokok Pinang

Holiday is almost over.. crap... tomorrow i've gotta get muh lazy ass up for school again.
I didn't have the habit of waking up early anyways, and lately I've been staying up pretty late on the phone and my time sort of turned upside down again.
So I bet it would be tough waking up tomorrow. damnit.
It always happen during holidays.
But this time I know who to blame.. (11) just kidding Karen... LMAO.

So... during ze holidays....

I found the uncle that sells Soya Bean around my housing area when I was young.
During childhood I oh so love his soya bean.
It's the best tasting soya bean I've ever had!
He rides around the housing areas knocking a bowl with something to make a 'ting ting' sound.
chun..

Went vising my childhood playground.

sampat

also went Queensbay...
and saw Estee Lauder lengluis..

Astro singing competition
this guy quite chun..
he's the only guy that sang and danced.

after that the Taiwan stars appeared..

HE'S MY FAV...
(astro channel333, 'Ji Gong' fella, that's him!)
he's sooo cool and friendly~~
^________^

pool was actually quite fun.. but dam sia soi lo.. we didn't know how to play.
we even got the white ball shot out from the table.
LMAO.

I've hung out with my Penang friends..
Karen, MeiJie, YiLin, ShinYe, Nicole, Jocelyn, Soonchern and others...
really really nice people.
a lot of last minute plans...
a lot pun fong fei kei...
but nevermind le...
and I wanna thank them for making my holidays less boring..
and transportation.. =X
I still miss Subang tho...

Chung Ling campfire...
see that dark gray fluffy thing up there?
didn't look good..

OIL PRICE INCREASED.
LMAO!!!
you people are so funny..
seriously wei...
so 'gao xiu'.
made the whole place jammed...
EVERY petrol station also jammed like sardine can?!
and I was stuck in traffic for 1 hour plus..
we only went somewhere near..
so my mom drove me to one of the petrol station to laugh at them..
jkjk.. take photo..

MY SEXY BROTHER.
LOL

me and my sibs had nothing better to do so we went to the carpark and played..
o.o yea....

~cherylng

# 126 In this moment

2008-05-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

Merentas desa at Sungai Ara Army camp was pretty challenging.
not the usual running on tarred roads, but this year's course track need to hike...
walk on mud... get your feet stuck in mud... chun...
teamwork was soo important..
we needa help people to get unstuck from mud..
hold their hands before they fall.

and YiLin has been a real hero that day. *she dam ho liao ok...chehh..*

Shafina.. so pretty kan?!

Ah Gek look so happy during Aerobic.
LMAO.

para cgl

Pn Hooi (the middle one)
my favourite teacher..
she's awesome..

we started off with clean shoes..

before the run

in the woods.

abit blur le sorry..

random plant spotted somewhere near the mud site.

milo colour.. chun..

one of the army.. tentera yang berwiba..wiba...wibawa or something.
dam my bm sucks.

Florence posing.

aftermath

:D

today I spent my afternoon walking around Island Park with my siblings... after that curi curi buy durian to eat.. hehe... ^_^

Marry Poppins..

bro..

Chun enough?!

on the way back..
chunghwa school. somewhere near my house..

nahh.. DURIAN ... seeds..

.gif file.
ban ban wait for it to load lah..
some crazee photos of me and muh sis.

lol.

TEEHEE.. habis.

oh.. before I end this post...
I would like to express my LOVE to..
....
...

.
.
.
.

INDIANA JONES
:DDDD
I LOVE YOU!!!

~cherylng

# 125 Who the next A.Idol?

2008-05-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

yeap, cook, Archuleta gonna pwn you!

hehe..
hopefully Archuleta wins.
I love him...!!!!!

ohmygosh.. why Penang guys cannot look like him....
or at least a bit.. aiseh...

~cherylng

# 124

2008-05-16T06:10:00.000+08:00

nbtd during exam

flunked all subjects.
Bao Chun Lai in my mind (in a bad way).
Lin Dan too. (yea jocelyn, im gonna get you for this)
China's chaos very saddening.
really random..
really bored.
i wanna go out.
i wanna go temple take photos during Wesak day. (transport anyone?)
Last paper on Tues (chem)
慢行~

PEACE TO THE WORLD
~cherylng

# 123 Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T04:53:00.000+08:00

~~happy mother's day~~
to all the mothers!!

especiallyy......

ah ma
&

my mom

the one on the right le..

thanks for everything :-*

~cherylng

# 122 MidYear Exam 2008

2008-05-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

Puan Lim (our math teacher) made us sign this.

exam starts tomorrow(8/5/08).
nobody mention to me mid term exam was that important.
until Miss Koay told us about it.
great loh..
I only just started on my history Form5 textbook.
still have the whole Form4 history to remember in just a few hours.
if only i had photographic memory.
zzzzzzzz....
Jesus, pretty pretty please? lol..

so i'll be away.. MiGht not be blogging for a while.
if anything comes up, or I wanna release tension hor... i'll blog abit la.. hehehe
right.

ok...
so long, farewell, to you my friends...(starts singing the ''out of the box'' goodbye song~) TEEHEE

~cherylng
youmademesmile

# 121 Tag

2008-05-03T07:45:00.000+08:00

TAG 1 by Rachel
The rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post this rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight (8) people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know that they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blog.

Eight random facts about myself:
1. I used to be a pokemon fan and my favourite pokemons were pikachu and togepi. :D they are still my current favs.

spot the pokemons

2. Most of the time, I don't do my homeworks. I copy them from my pals. =X
3. I always change my mind.
4. I think it's never too old to watch cartoons or playhouse disney channel (: I get my inspirations from there.
5. I like all colours. no specific favs.
6. I hate bugs.
7. I love elmo.
8. I love Jesus!

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lorong selamat mia ais kacang..! <3

meeeps :D :D :D

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TAG 2 by Janice
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What are you craving now?
` Canon EF 85mm f/1.8 USM

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
` Indiana Jones! hawty... shorty: ''lady, you kol him dokta joones!''

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
` blog buddies ey? hmm.. Ferngs, Cerlyn... and.. ENLIN... since we are stuck there, he Must let me play with his 40D and chun lenses... if he doesn't.. i'll break his tiny rat bones and he has no where to hide! haha.. jkjk~

4. What are you most happy with now?
` having friends and family!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
` world domination. wahahhahaa.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
` sure.. and i believe seeing a pot of gold and a leprechaun under it.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
` the people I care for...

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
` was tagged ma.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
` hehe.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
` sweet, nice and pretty

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
` loves me, taller than me, funny... and......lamer than me. lol.jk

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
` haolian and duapao mia people lo. ( boast, brags... and lies!)

13. What is your ambition?
` Wildlife Photographer.. LOL.. mom's gonna kill me. either her or the lion.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
` depends..

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
` Christ, family and friends. TEEHEE.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
` if i have ze kachings.. then yes.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you
` leng

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
` i'll faint too.

19. What makes you different?
` dna.. fingerprints... weirdness..

20. (edited question) Do you love elmo?
` YEAAAAA :D

I'm like the last one to do this tag..
dunno who to tag la.. aiseh..

I tag
1. Nicole Tan
2. Jocelyn Khoo
3. Cerlyn Tong
4. Hugh Laurie
5. Elmo
6. Chicken Pie
7. Pikachu
8. Michael Jackson

~cherylng

# 120

2008-04-28T05:21:00.000+08:00

went ipoh ytd.

i love the lighting in tunnels.. looks pretty cool.. especially the yellow lighting part.
*original colortone*

Penang Bridge
on the way back
*ori color*

Penang Bridge
*ori color*

very busy..
c ya!
thanks for droppin' by ;)

~cherylng

CherylNg

Changed

三：怖い地震と津波

2: Bread and Jam

1: iPod

ThirtyOne: 2010

Thirty : Fire

TwentyNine: Blogger

TwentyEight: My last Teenage Birthday

TwentySeven: Nerd Evolution

TwentySix: Uniquely Singapore

TwentyFive: Exam

TwentyFour:

TwentyThree: Forgive

TwentcyTwo : Focus

TwentyOne : Dad

Twenty : Change

Nineteen: Aug

Eighteen : Why

Seventeen : Repent

Sixteen : Passion

Fifteen : 日本語のダイリ

Fourteen : Maturity

Thirteen : Monsoon

Twelve : Lego

Eleven : Goodbye

Ten : Yatta!

Nine : Mask超人

Eight : Doubt

Seven : Thanatophobia

Six : Clumzy

Five : Goodbye

Four : Avatar

Three : Strawberries

Two : Hobo

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# 157 EPIC

# 156 Tom Hanks

# 155 Top 10 Most Gorgeous Women

# 154 얗!!

# 153 Corona yums

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# 151 choose your pick

# 150 YiLin's going Sabah!

# 149 overboard

# 148 Babi gambar

# 147 :D hello

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# 145 in love.

# 144 Kiss and run?!

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#142 Good Bye 2008!

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# 140 Blessed Christmas!

# 139 Please Pray for Quah Lyn Si

# 138 Life after SPM

# 137 :D

# 136 1st week of SPM PWNED!

# 135 Last post, I promise :( *fingers crossed*

# 136 Hamstervilles

# 135 Blog I shalt not

# 134 God is Love

# 133 Internet-less

from pei yeng

# 131 Brief

# 130 No where else but Up

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# 128 Tanned

# 127 June hols

# 126 In this moment

# 125 Who the next A.Idol?

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# 123 Happy Mother's Day!

# 122 MidYear Exam 2008

# 121 Tag

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# 159　ポケットモンスター♥

# 135 Last post, I promise :( fingers crossed