# 145 in love.

Chinese New Year had been fun!

Spent a lot of time with my cousins.

During the whole CNY we have been doing alot of

Eating, went Gurney, mahjonging, more mahjong, siam ban lak, mahjong again, black jack, mahjong till 3AM.

It was awesome.

But I didn't get any chance to meet up with my friends.

And college is starting soon!

Oh so so so very soon!

And I haven't touch any of my assignments yet.

Last minute work for me again!!

I feel really great right now.

I know it's silly but I felt in love again.

^____^

Elvin,

I would love to express my feelings towards your handsome face.

I have a tiny harmless crush on you. *blushes*

AHHH!!!

Elvin Ng!!! :D I don't care that we have the same surname.

Look at his face! Isn't he dreamy? Awwww! I couldn't stand that girl next to him, so I canceled her off. :) hahahaa...

~cherylng

# 144 Kiss and run?!

I've prolly promised a thousandth times I shalt not be emo. But now I'm pretty twisted up with all sorts of emotions. I couldn't really say I was in a relationship. Everything happened in sucha blur. I didn't even know how it started. It was sweet and lovely. But when it slowly crept up to the highest point of what we are able to express towards each other, it tumbled down real badly. Then throughout the whole thing, it's ups and downs. The downs lasted longer than the ups. :( I was tore up to pieces every single time. I can say he IS not the best guy ever. But I've really liked him.

* :)

I'm going to concentrate more on my studies now. And makin' some cash. Haha.

I need time to take away all these from me. It was too heartwrenching. I need to feel fab again. 

like KIMORA! 

FABULOSITY! xoxo

~cherylng:)

# 143

*click to enlarge* I love my webcam :)

College's tough.

Lots of assignment and they're pretty tedious.

Cut paste draw.

ahhh.

And I'm sooooo bad in drawing!!

I suppose all my college mates are really good in drawing and stuff..

I've even seen their work.

Unbelievable... They are soo nice!

I couldn't even draw a decent smiley face! :(

Trying to update my 365 as often as possible..

I've been caught up with my college work that I didn't have the time to update. :(:( *yearight*

I'll update next time! 

~cherylng

#142 Good Bye 2008!

Happy New Year everyone!

I haven't done my new year reso yet.

I doubt I'll try to fulfill anyone of 'um anyways.

BTW, I've created a new blog: http://www.3three6six5five.blogspot.com

It's my 365 photojournal! So basically, I post a photo everyday.

A something little to show what I've been doing.. or feeling.. or dealing.

:) I hope that'll make my life a little more meaningful!

It's a shared blog! Shi Loong joined along too~

haha!

There's been a lot in my mind lately.

College is starting next Monday.

I'm really really nervous.

I would have throw up real bad on that day.

I always get those kinda gross feeling running up my throat every time I'm nervous.

I get nervous easily actually...

Public speaking,

dates,

around gorgeous guys (yea, if I said I'm gonna throw up when I see your face, it simply means you're gorgeous, honey)

Oh... I don't know what future this course would hold for me.

I hope I signed up into the right path- right college, right course, right people.

And...

In another hand..

I've been quite emotional lately.

I'm really bad at handling feelings and relationships.

I don't know what to do when things go bad.

And I'm a sucka for sweet words.

I've been held back so many times just because.

I shouldn't be so softhearted. It sucks.

Maybe I'm too serious? ha!

To me... liking someone, it's the sweetest, loveliest feeling ever.. I cherish that so much.

It could be bitter and sad at the same time though.

It's sweet and lovely when the guy cares for you too, the same way you felt for him, or more.

It's sad when... everything went the wrong way, feelings faded, distracted... 

The absence of respect or appreciation for one another.

Thought matters a lot.

Don't take things for granted people.

:) I hate cowards. Although I'm one myself.

I've been trying to avoid the reality that had been thrown on me.

I didn't know things would move at at such pace.

:):) UR SO GAY!

Blessed New Year everyone!

xoxo

~cherylng